God sake my life just like fucking piece of shit!

First time and the first day.I really don't know how to describe my mood right now!

What should I say? happy? sad? glad? upset? down? exciting? moody? disappointed?

I don't know what else to say. I deserve it! I only can shout it out here on my blog cause nobody know, nobody care. How do I express? I love the youngest me cause no worries. sigh....me,myself & I=alone.

That's it for today!-sign off-

Trying to get in my work just now(10something), too bad I failed.So I'm here to blogging. '...' Well, I don't know what to say.Just felt ...

'guilty'

'regret'

'disappointed'

'hurt'

'sad'

'down'

'pain'

'moody'

'having a god sake nowadays'