Saturday is my starry starry night!!

So yesterday afternoon i was sleeping for the whole day, when i finish worked around 1pm i went back home for sleep and i didn't plan wanna to go out anywhere. so when i was inside my dreamland that time eric was called me up around 2something and he asked wanna go for SPA and MESSAGES at KL..i was blur and thinking twice wan to go or not!! cause he told me the cost is RM80++ . then i think and think, and give him the answer that i duwan to go..cause too tired already! after i put down his call then i continue sleep back again..haha..i slept until 6something and again eric rang me up to follow him go buy movie ticket at bkt.tinggi jj. cause he was on his way back from SPA and MASSAGES.. then i said okie no poblem..

Know wat when we reach there eric went and bought 3 tickets is the midnight show and the movie call "WATER HORSE".. however you guys know what when he bought the ticket tat time got 2ticket is couple seat and other one is single seat for me! wahlao..he treat me really good man n leave me alone ask me to seat alone diu..

wahsei 1st i tot the moive is damn nice mana tau the movie is totally damn funny and childish man ish...

So after we bought the ticket eric was on his way fetching me go buy his watch. wahlao when he at the watch shop , he bought the watch tat time keep on suan siao me to the saleman tat i wearing Mont Blanc watch and also limited edition meanwhile he aso told the saleman tat my Mont Blanc watch cost me 9k plus.. tat time i was like ish damn dunno is piss off or shy man..so i quickly take of my watch and put inside my pocket haha..but i aso got suan siao him back tat "eric buy new watch d lo.. is NUATICA brand 1k plus watch haha...wah eric rich d ar!!"

so from tat time when he got his new watch i was keep suan siao him eric eric...u change alot la...u damn rich d la..got money to buy new watch n pay wit cash haha..n he was keep smiling at there haha..

Okie.. let's goin into the water horse topic now!!

This movie can say: Adventure, Adaptation, Fantasy, Family Movie

so this movie stories is talking bout..

A young Scottish boy finds an enchanted egg. Taking it home, he soon finds himself face-to-face with an amazing creature: the mythical "water horse" of Scottish lore.Synopsis: When Angus, a young Scottish boy, finds an enchanted egg, he takes it home and soon finds himself face-to-face with an amazing creature: the mythical "water horse" of Scottish lore. Angus begins a journey of discovery, facing his greatest fears and risking his life to protect a secret that would give birth to a legend.

Erm...i think i stop here u guys go n hav a watch den u guys will know the full stories d!! hehe..

In The Collection

A new collection to put into my pik collections...

w00tJim Dunlop's MATCH PIK Nylon 1.0mm

Conversation with my sis!

yang@nnr.com.my says:
okie

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
u dun go n sleep early la..

yang@nnr.com.my says:
u call me about 9pm ..

yang@nnr.com.my says:
because i going klia at 10.00pm

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
why le??

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
klia for wat??

yang@nnr.com.my says:
got urgent cargo

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
again!!!

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
wat cargo???

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
illegal cargo??

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
hey got any illegal cargo to do now??

yang@nnr.com.my says:
no

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
i wan to do illegal thing la...

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
how u think ??

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
is it okie??

yang@nnr.com.my says:
don't do that

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
why??

yang@nnr.com.my says:
u will regret

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
can earn more right??

yang@nnr.com.my says:
earn in healthy way

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
but earn in healthy way is hav to use a long time to earn ...

yang@nnr.com.my says:
be patient... if yours than is yours.. if no how hard u work also no ..

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
why ur thinking aso same like my parents wan...

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
lecture aso the same...

yang@nnr.com.my says:
because we are more experience than u in life

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
hmmm....okie...

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
argh!!!!

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
goin to kill myself soon...

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
cant take it all the thing pop so suddenly

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
serious yes was look for the knife was wanna cut off...

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
but i thinking twice ..if i cut later the hurt wan is my parents

yang@nnr.com.my says:
at least u still think of u parent..

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
n the suffer wan is me ...

yang@nnr.com.my says:
not worth it..

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
den wat should i do??

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
yday eric was ride me to kl n i was shouting out...

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
but aso no use at all...

yang@nnr.com.my says:
of course no use.. don't think and do your usual thing.. u still young don't let this kind of small matter bother u..

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
serious ...if this world got the relationship medicine all that im sure im the one who go n buy it...

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
tis month is felt like really unluckly all....

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
havin a god sake man...

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
u know wat...

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
yday we was accident at federal too...

yang@nnr.com.my says:
oh

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
n both of us was send to sjmc le..for 1something

yang@nnr.com.my says:
hurt where

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
i hurt hand n leg there..

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
n eric got hurt from his head

yang@nnr.com.my says:
oh

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
fuck...

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
kelisa go n bang lorry ...

yang@nnr.com.my says:
wow..

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
jie ar jie...

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
so bored la...

yang@nnr.com.my says:
relaxs...

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
drink alcohol is it can forget everything??

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
no right??

yang@nnr.com.my says:
ya right..

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
den wat thing can giv me to forget everything??

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
time??

yang@nnr.com.my says:
nothing u can do if u want to continue think the sad thing

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
kla...

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
wan to go downstair be god d..

ღĞävĨŋ™ ღWonderful Life ღ don't care is the best solution, time will wash all.. says:
haha

yang@nnr.com.my says:
haha

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A Sadness Day And Moody Day, Cause She Not Going To Choi Me!

This is the second time and the second of the day.I really don't know how to describe my mood right now! so i just went and find eric at Biz Cafe and tell all bout my ex thing how she testi the gal that i loving right. my ex was having a rude attidute and type all the stupid thing into the gal i love in her testi and also she was saying how she hurt me last time all that! aiya really got no comment at all.

By the way,now the gal who i love right now she was like getting to avoid me, and ask me leave her for some time and she will be alright! is it bcos of this she trying to avoid me?? or she really found her cup of teh to d other person?? is it the guy call chicky?? i really got no idea.

Hmmmm....so when i finish telling all this to eric..eric gav me the advices is just leave her alone for few days, he told that "if the thing is yours mean is yours, if not mean not." he also say " in this world the ocean is so big u scare cant catch any fish from there?? u wan a better fish also got! what for have to make urself so suffer at there!"

What he told me all also is true and he say to me dont have gf wont die wan okie. he just asked me not to think so much in all this. and he advice to me is just concentrate in my work and my career too.

Meanwhile i also got tell my pet sis "Ms. Yang" bout this and she also told me

"not to call the gal that i love don't call, no point continue calling her if she don't want to hear ur explanation.. show her without her life still go on well.."

and also
"let her feel the emptiness.. if she don't call u after a while then u shud know wat place u stand in her.."

then she giv a good advice
"think good life will be good.. Life does not need to be beautiful to be wonderfull.."

"then u will be happier instead of always say haiz..........."

Haiz...neway i really love her so so so much! how can i put down all this in so suddenly huh?? u guys tell me how?? giv some advices pls?? if tis world got relationship medicine im sure i'll go and buy one and eat d forget all the things!

But, i luckly got my pet bro eric to accompany me for today night. all i hav to say i really thanks to him cause after both of us finish our tea i drove my car home and he asked me to wait at my hs outside he come n ride me from klang go until kl den drive back to klang again! did u guys know wat i did inside his car?? okie let's see from all the way i inside the car wind down the window n keep shouting inside the car from klang to kl and from kl to klang. however we aso speeding in the highway simply go over those car who driving slow. yeah we really meet an accident and bang lorry man! wow that is cool haha!! cos eric and me was injured. but we was fine.

Neway what should I say? happy? sad? glad? upset? down? exciting? moody? disappointed?
I don't know what else to say. I deserve it! I only can shout it out here on my blog cause nobody know, nobody care. How do I express? I love the youngest me cause no worries. sigh....me,myself & I=alone.
That's it for today!-sign off-
'guilty'-(i making alot of problem to her)
'regret'-(i regret that i din protect her)
'disappointed'-(i disappointed for everything)
'hurt'-(get hurt from my ex and the gal i was loving now)
'sad'-(sad bcos of she din really care bout me at all d)
'down'-(down becos i scare im not a cup of teh to her)
'pain'-(pain is becos she ask me leave her for some time)
'moody'-(moody becos i miss her so much and miss her voice on the phone)

"HAVING A GOOD SAKE FOR THIS MONTH"

i Wanna Be With You- Jill Hsu Jie Er, Dedicate This Song For The Gal That I Love Right Now.

沒力氣 總是懶洋洋地
賴著你 懷理頑皮嬉戲
是該做些事情 心裡又甜蜜的
不想要 不想要 睜開眼睛

我和你 頻率如此接近
沒壓力 自在做我自己
第一次感受 這種愛的決心
只想要 只想要 和你一起

I WANNA BE WITH YOU 愛你好幸福
想要和你建造一個愛的小屋
I WANNA BE WITH YOU 愛你好滿足
享受最甜美的束縛 有你的呵護我不再孤獨

I have no strength, I'm always lazy
I blame you, and your naughty heart
I should be doing something, but there's something sweet in my heart
I don't want, I don't want, to open my eyes

You and I have such close frequencies
There's no pressure, I'm free to be myself
It's the first time I felt so determined to love
I only want, I only want, to be with you

I wanna be with you, loving you is so lucky
I want to build a loving home with you
I wanna be with you, loving you is so satisfying
Enjoying the sweetest restraint, with your protection I won't be lonely again

This is how i piss off for everyday!

At bottom is everyday what i face the problem, everyday just know how to keep msg Dear Gavin this and that!! Hey let you guys know im just a Assistant Sales Manager and not Sale Manager fuck you guys..so if got anything just refer back to my customer services they will guide you guys and not me okay..."nia mahai, ma cau hai, dui nia seng fan cheong" . meanwhile i also fan all my illegal P&C cargo things to europe,now europe there they all asking me to pay them USD32000 okay i still got my problem to slove it okay ma cau hai..god bless me!


dear Gavin,

TS rate to Hobart, Tasmania - USD221/wm
- Transit time ex Singapore to Hobart (via Melbourne) - aprox 23days (exclude turnabout time)
Remarks:
Fumigation is required for wooden packaging.

** Rates valid till 31.03.08 **

**Rates qouted are based on normal General cargo and do not include handling of long-length, over-height, Hazardous or any odd-size cargo.


Have a nice day!!!



Thanks & Best regardsAgnesWorldlink Cargo Services Sdn BhdNo. 2-2, Lorong Batu Nilam 3B,Bandar Bukit Tinggi, 41200 Klang,Selangor Darul Ehsan. MalaysiaTel: 603 - 3323 1163 Fax: 603 - 3323 7425Email: agnes@worldlinkcargo.com



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----- Original Message -----
From: angie
To: Gavin Chan ; jakey
Cc: Chen Chun Leong ; leong@costrade.com.my ; azizah@costrade.com.my
Sent: Monday, March 24, 2008 1:00AM
Subject: SPAM-HIGH: shipment from Port Klang to Honiara
Dear Gavin

Refer to the above shipment, please note that as i been inform your agent in Honiara have contact and advise c'nee about the arrival vessel.

But we just receive the e-mail from Shipper as the cargo still not yet receive by the c'nee as their could't found where is the cargo.

Kindly revert urgently where is the cargo right now also which vessel and container the cargo have load too.

Your urgently reply is highly appreciate.

Thank You and Best RegardsMs AngieEmail: angie@costrade.com.my

Costrade Sdn BhdLot 202, Jalan Batu Unjur 7Taman Bayu Perdana41200 Klang, Selangor Darul Ehsan, MalaysiaTel : 603 3324 9996 Fax: 603 3323 9997--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Gotta say Goodbye!!

haih...don't know what to say again!! now suddenly felt like i lost everything love, care and so on. haih.. whatever d..just waiting they all to call me to court. argh..nowadays i got nobody to share all my things just only Eric, too bad that he also cant help me out!! so what i gonna to do just waiting for going to court and see what they going to give me the final answer. might i'll not around at here to post my blog for 2years or 1years maybe. argh!!! just need a big breath for now!! haiz =( ... so i gotta say bye to all my reader who always read my blog, my family and my frens so on. Bye everyone!

23 MARCH 08 (This Is Gavin's = Gavz Blog)

Alright, about previous post I'm here to apologize to everyone of you. Due to my private reason I have to delete it. So sorry If I've said anything harsh,and hurt you just like me. Please don't get mad ya.I understand your feeling cause we are guy. (Hey hey, don't misunderstanding again, I'm not talking about you k!)

Again to say, this is http://allaboutgavinwonderfullife.blogspot.com/ means everything about me. And i can do whatever I like in my blog. If you don't like it you can read others blog. hehe...Thank you!And I won't get hurt anymore, again and again... :) *Take a break*

Honestly said, Now I really sad, disappointed, hurt... but I can't write it out and say it out. You should understand my feeling. :)

I AM HUMAN! hahaha....(you might think I'm crazy, keep laughing right? I must do so! I'm going to get mad soon if continue like this. I rather die!)

When I cry alone ,when I sad behind, when I hurt at the corner, and who gonna bother me? ahhahaha...nobody la...ONLY me,myself & I.

NOBODY understand me! but only SHE(my mummy)! Friends? I have many! But Close friend? I have only one and he is the only one(Eric)! And another one you know what d ler...hahaha...I HAVE NO IDEA.

GAVIN is GAVIN , Me is Me! I will never change! was me!

ALICIA LISTEN PROPERLY WHAT I GOTTA TELL YOU AT BOTTOM!

In fact, what's the meaning of love? To me, "Love" is a fate in between a person and another person, To create a good relationship with your lover. Caring and sharing, Forgive and forget, Give and take. Just as there are many types of lovers, there are many kinds of love. Though love is inherent in all human cultures, "Love" is to act intentionally, in sympathetic response to others, to promote overall well-being. This definition applies to the positive connotations of love. In your life love come and go, it might bring you happiness somehow it might bring sadness for you. However, there's no eternal love in this word. Or you can say is game!

It's too late to say I regret.I scare of Love,really! I fall once d and i scare to fall in the second time. I'm gonna start in love with a person i really love for a period d she is kimmy. Alicia honestly say, it's glad to know you. Thank you for giving me such a good living. I really appreciated yet happy. I lead all my hope for you when I was with you, I serious in my relationship I never set it as a joke. But only one word can effect the 3years relationship that we hardly built. It's a magic! wahahaha...so innocent! Because of a lie! You got to make sure why must you tell lie? At first I don't have to do so strict to you! But you are too flirt,liar that's makes a lie to me! *When I say the truth and you will angry and quarrel, let you scold until me like an animal, let you whack, let you pinch me until blueblack. did you felt what is my feeling when you did all that to me everytimes??you don't know(then what's the point I still love you?) , When You tell lie and make me mad, When You keep quiet not to tell anything and you hide to me( ARGHHHH....That's crazy!So can I know what should I do?)* In another words, Are you sure you honest to me?(Ofcause you didn't! And please ask yourself why must you tell lie?) It's not fair to me!!! I forgive you when you did anything wrong. Oppositely,you will get mad and waiting for me to persuade you. Wahahaha....this is so RIDICULOUS! So gurls and guys, IF you want your partner to be honest in everything then please let he/she do whatever he/she like. Don't control them too much. And I am fine and also very free now , wanting to let go and let fate to decide.Well,alicia listen properly is a good thing to leave me alone and i already find my new love and lay my love to her (please not to disturb her i don't wan she get hurt from you,so alicia you please fuck off in my life)! And please not to keep calling me to couple back with you, if couple back there also still got a gap between both of us. so sorry that i cant do that to you cause i really dont have that previous love and feeling to you. It's time to write full stop.

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!

Today my mood suppose to be very nice! TOO BAD! Someone might
jealous or naive enough wanna harm me in my relationship! And I don't know who
the hell SHE or he is! Talk craps in front of ppl , Dare you come in front of us
and talk! Don't talk behind me! I dissing this kind of ppl! Take care yourself
before bother others things! I'm rude when ppl craps about me wrongly! IF you
are free enough to KAYPO around please KAYPO the right things! AND YOU TOO!
LISTEN UP! Rather believe other who trying to spoil our relationship and not to
believe ME! I'm so disappointed! THE WORST!I AM SPEECHLESS! I'm not gonna
involve this kind of SHIT anymore!

FIRST TIME I MET THIS! WHO ARE YOU? YOU SHOULD KNOW! AND I AM
HERE SHOUT AND CURSE YOU OUT! I CURSE YOU BREAK UP WITH YOUR LOVE ONE BEFORE YOU
MEET AN ACCIDENT, ACCIDENT IN THE WORST PLACE , BODY AND HEAD SEPARATE INTO TWO
OR THREE OR FOUR!!! Today you destroy us next day you will get the same things
either worst.Received all the negative karma la! Be more MATURE
pleaseeeeeeeeeee!

21st March 08 The last day gathering with my elder brother at klang hs.

Gavin room....
Yea, this guy is my elder bro and also graduate in medical course as a phamacy..now is a phamacy boss in aussie(brisbane) and that gal is his future wife(jz register on last saturday,my bro all the way back from aussie on 13th march is because of wanna propose to his gf to be his wife and now he already did it..wuhuhuhu!!)
He's the one who always smile =) and never see him sad,Love you brother.
Ohya, the gal was having her tea her name call ling foong(bro wife) and beside her one is call pei jiu!!
Dad and elder bro,both of them was chit chatting!
Let's see from my left is: Michalle is my cousin bro and he also a future doctor. meanwhile he is doing his last semester in this year and graduate in may 2008. so after may he is a real doctor and with his doctor license, the middle wan is my second brother also a future doctor.he is doing the 3rd years medical course in IMU(International Medical University)..so the last is my lovely mummy.

from my right is: my younger bro now is a college student doing phamacy course at sunway college..

and me.....im jz a daddy and mummy useless son wakakaka!!! i graduate at Division of Mechanical & Mechatronics Engineeering University of Queensland‎ as a engineer!!

cos i jz know how to spend money and take those nonsense pic.

see...nonsense pic again!! wakakaka....

WTF MAN!!! SOONER MY FAMILY GOING TO BE A MEDICAL FAMILY...FUCK MAN...AND IM THE ONLY SON AS A ENGINEER.."DUI NIA SENG..NIAMA HAI...6..7...MAHAI@$@!$%$^%&*%%$&^*^$#@%#^$@%^*(*&^%$#$......FUCK"!!

Goodbye Poem To Chan Family

Daddy i wish you earlier 1st,

Happy Birthday Daddy

Bye Bye To Chan Family

Going To Outstation Working At Johor And Busan

Poem for Mr Chan and Family :
My lao peh is my Hero

But he always see me is Zero

He loves to to ask me “seng yat hui pin duo?”

I love to answer him “go yao cheh hor”

My daddy love to give us surprise

His favourite surprise for me is Rotan

So next time I can live like Sultan

When I tell him next time my son name

Is Ham Kar Chan

He ask me go hong kan.

My lao peh lao bu loves to kao peh kao bu

I take their kao peh kao bu as siao kao bu

Whenever they kao peh kao bu, I’ll sleep like a ter bu

That is why I am so beautiful.

Papa say I "gao kai lui"(good in tackle gal)
Mama ask me to "seng lui"(save money)
Ah Ma ask me to "jiak ka pui"(eat fat abit)
I say they love to "pang pui"

Hope you guys like it, dadday,mummy and Mama how you guys lecture me i still can remember it and i'll take care myself at outside so don't worry bout me so much ya!! i love you all so much and i'll miss all of you. bye bye!! Chan Family.

God sake my life just like fucking piece of shit!

First time and the first day.I really don't know how to describe my mood right now!

What should I say? happy? sad? glad? upset? down? exciting? moody? disappointed?

I don't know what else to say. I deserve it! I only can shout it out here on my blog cause nobody know, nobody care. How do I express? I love the youngest me cause no worries. sigh....me,myself & I=alone.

That's it for today!-sign off-

Trying to get in my work just now(10something), too bad I failed.So I'm here to blogging. '...' Well, I don't know what to say.Just felt ...

'guilty'

'regret'

'disappointed'

'hurt'

'sad'

'down'

'pain'

'moody'

'having a god sake nowadays'

The Lord is my Shepherd, i shall not want.

This is the way you left me,

I'm not pretending,

No hope, no love, no glory,

No happy ending

This is the way that we love,

Like it's forever,

Then live the rest of our life

But not together.

Wake up in the morning,

Stumble on my life,

Can't get no love,

Without sacrifice.

If anything should happen,

I guess I wish you well,

Hmm a little bit of heaven,

with a little bit of hell.

This is the hardest story,

That I've ever told,

No hope or love or glory,

Happy endings,

Gone, for ever more,

I, feel as if I'm wasting,

And I've, wasted every day.

This is the way you left me,

I'm not pretending,

No hope, no love, no glory,

No happy ending.

This is the way that we love,

Like it's forever,

We live the rest of our life,

But not together.

Sometimes two or five o'clock in the morning,

Something's on my mind,

Can't get no rest,

Keep walking around.

If I pretend that nothing

Ever went wrong,

I can get to my sleep,

I can think that we just carried on.

This is the hardest story,

That I've ever told,

No hope or love or glory,

Happy Endings,

Gone for ever more,

I, feel as if I'm wasting,

And I've, wasted every day.

[Oh I] This is the way you left me,

[Feel as if I'm wasting]I'm not pretending,

No hope, no love no glory,

No happy ending

[And I've] This is the way that we love,

Like it's forever,

[Wasted every day] And live the rest of our life,

But not together.

Little bit of love.

Little bit of love,

Little bit of love,

Little bit of love,

Little bit of love,

Little bit of love,

Little bit of love

Little bit of love,

Love,

I, feel as if i'm wasting,

And I, wasted every day,

Hey, hey, hey, hey,

This is the way you left me,

I'm not pretending,

No hope, no love no glory,

No happy ending.

This is the way that we loved,

Like it's for ever,

And live the rest of our lives,

But not together.

This is the way you left me,

I'm not pretending,

No hope, no love, no glory,

No happy ending.

this is the way that we loved,

like it's forever,

and live the rest of our lives,

but not together.

someone knows the truth, just like me.

Re-visit-ed on 13th march 2008

I was doing my proposer when felt liquid flowing down through my nose...I then decided to blow em...And all of the suddenly my "old friend" decided to visit me again...
I feel emo, tired & stressed out...
This is my "period"...

Lolx...think back something bout "zakaria"

my mom was watching the chinese news over the television. She then shouted all the way upstairs and told me..

"Eh.. your zakaria mati ledi"

I was like... "wat do u mean my zakaria?? he is not mine... oh u mean that feller who owns that 'BIG PALACE' in bukit tinggi area there??"

mom went... "yea.. died of heart attack"

and i went like.... " ahhahahahahahahaha.... di-gg-kan oleh Tuhan"

Maybe that fellow died because he was TOO HAPPY the government didnt do anything about his case of not-paying-taxes-for-a-few-years and also his never-get-approval-big-palace-house built in bukit tinggi..Well done...

well done...

Lost in a maze.

Hello to anyone who's still reading this blog! :) Life has been a roller coaster lately.. Most probably would not know about it. That's because I haven't been keeping in touch with any of my friends outside uni and college for a while now! Sorry about that.. Hey peeps I still remember you all k! Haha! We'll hang out when having those public holidays or weekends! :P So yeah.. with in 2weeks i already start working, I'm running out of juice.. Feeling lazy and tired everyday. Just wanna do something other than works... I've lost my concentration and motivation to works cause i still in the mood for hanging around. But i still felt like going to continue for my futher studies again! Tried to do some works but ended up staring blankly at the document and proposer for 5 mins and then spend the next 30 mins walking around the office thinking of something else to do!!

Man and Woman

something i found in my pile of pictures
not to say i agree with this
but i do agree that woman = problems

at least woman have an equation
man is just problems itself [smiles]
[ps >> problems not equal to woman]

Congratulations To Ms. Melaine

Hey Congratulation to you Ms. Melaine,that you get 11 A1 and 1 A2 for your SPM!! HAHAHA...too bad that your moral get A2 ... so mean that orang yang tak bermoral always will get A2. so you are the one of it wakakaka!! anway wishing you have a best future undertaking ya!!

Wowowow Tomorrow SPM Result Is Coming Out!!!

WAKAKAKAKA..... HAHAHA... TO MY FREN MEL TOMOLO YOUR SPM RESULT IS COMING OUT D!!!SO DON'T SO TENSION YA..SURE YOU WILL GET STRAIGHT A1 OR A2. GOD BLESS YOU!! HOPEFULLY YOU WON'T GET FLYING COLOUR FOR YOUR RESULT!! SEE THE A1 AND A2 SO YELLOWISH SURE WILL ONG ONG LAI WAN K..WAKAKAKA!!

11th March 08 Moody And Stress!! Alone until like nobody care. ='(

Now the time is 7.15pm, guys guess what??? i still in the office rushing up all my document everything! haiz!! what a company is this?? i really like keep settle my sale boy shit with their document that like rubbish..what to do get ppl high salary but have to work until the best as they wan!! but, good also i halfway play bloggle and work.

Actually i be a assistant sales manager also not that easy have to settle this and have to settle that,pass few days just let a customer scold until my tears going to drop down,luckly got jakey beside me and shoot him back. Wah the hurt is almost same like fall in love to a gal until the end the gal say she not love you anymore that kinda of hurt feeling!

For you guys can say wah so good so young can be a assistant sales manager. but tell you guys,for you all is nice to hear that because of the position and the name gaven by my boss as"ASSISTANT SALES MANAGER"! when i cant give the things as they wan , im the one will kena scold by my boss until like one of an animal!! wah the feeling is like so hurt.haiz!! just forget bout it i said so much at here also got no used!!

What i know is, all the O.T at office thing i just can keep it to myself and wont let my mum know, i really scare she will worry bout me! but today i really hide to her that i tell her i go have dinner with my boss, she said okay to me! Mum actually i not purposely wan to hide you,so sorry for that i hide to you ya, i love you mummy! i hide because i duwan to let you worry bout me. so all this i just can keep all the bitter to myself!! nobody will know and nobody will understand it. i just can lying on my bed everyday and night to keep tears. haiz ='(

Meanwhile, today is my elder brother came back from aussie and he reach m'sia around 5pm something and now he already at my house!! and he just call me up that send his love and care to me. wah so nice, fred's i can felt it ya..thanks for your concern i'll finish my document as fast that i can and will meet you up at home ya!! miss you so so much!!

Haiz..today totally is my moody day and my stress stress day!! what i know is , i need my family support and HER support,love, care and missing me! too bad that she...haiz nth la just forget bout it..

Come come come "GAVIN CHEER UP OKAY?? YOUR LIFE STILL GOT LONG WAY TO GO, TO BE STRONG AND FACE IT ALL THE FACT THING OKAY?? DUN GIVE UP!! AFTER ALL THAT,IT WILL BE FINE"

Emo + Stress

Emo

Stress

upon request from the little girl (Mel)... i'm gonna update my blog

We'll it's been 1 weeks since i started my new work. And i'm starting to feel the stress already. Today itself already got 1 meeting and 1 proposer by last week due. By the grace of GOD, i will pull through this work.

Am i glad that i have 5 days of work per week!!! YAHOO.com

But i have to pay the consequences... Monday to friday my work is from 9am to 5pm.

Stress in office,Stress from peers,Stress from meet up those company big boss and my proposer,Stress from boring meeting... especially jakey and me,Stress from travelling on the road everyday,And finally,Stress from being single but dont know is it consider is single or in my new relationship,hopefully is the new relationship with she and me...

AHHAAH...saturday, sunday = HOLIDAY!!!!

This month met a few new crazy friends...All of them is happening...Some fat... Some thin...Some SHORT... *cough*cough*crazy short little boy...And complicating overseas students...

Yea.. i met these 5 ppl from saudi arabia who is studying in JAPAN!!!

YUP japan... and currently having their breaks.. so they joined monash university to experience Chemical Engineering in English and im the one who start working.. lolxx

And got to learn some fantastic japanese phrase from them...Most of them are BAD words... so i better not share it aloud.. lolxxxx

Now i feel so tired... BLOGGING JUST FOR THE SAKE OF MEL...since she like to STALK my blog...yup.. gonna take a work soon...BUT first... i wanna play boggle b4 i work.......

I really need this!!

I'm a fooser!! I Miss foosball-ing

Power of Gasoline

Was doing my research on gasoline and i found some FUN facts about gasoline..A gallon of gasoline contains about 132x10^6 joules of energy....which is equivalent to 125,000 BTU or 36,650 watt-hours:If it were possible for human beings to digest gasoline,a gallon would contain about 31,000 food calories...the energy in a gallon of gasoline is equivalent to the energy in about 110 McDonalds hamburgers!

is equivalent to

Lolxx... internet can sometimes be hilarious!!!

As I See It : The 12th General Election

I'm not really that interested in the nation's politics and the elections.. but here is my short and sweet lil view of it...

As Quoted by Edwin Phang :

Since the government is fond of sending malaysiansin
in a ROCKET up to the SPACE/MOON,

So are the malaysians,
in voting the ROCKET and the MOON!!

Congratulations!! These wishes i would like to direct it especially to Dr. A. X. Jayakumar. He is the dearest father of one of my close buddy/friend/mate/brother; Prakash Jayakumar.

Dr. A. X. Jayakumar



By winning approximately 20,000 votes compared to his opponent, 10,000, Dr. A. X. Jayakumar won the state seat for Sri Andalas area. w00t!!The people have faith in you Dr. Jayakumar.... All the best!! and God BLESS!!


Shame on those parties trying to use dirty tactics; putting banners in front of another party's banner.. You be the judge, who to be blamed?? SHAME ON THAT PARTY!!


COME ON!!! we're already in the 20th century!! OH gosh, GROW UP will you???!!!!p/s : photos taken from http://drxavier.wordpress.com/ is with permission from Prakash Jayakumar.

To The Darling Kimmy Of My Heart

A Brunch Of Small Rose Took By Me 11.03.2008

Have i ever oved,missed and cared someone

and felt

terrible

because i think tat she doesn't miss me and love me did she?

Loving,missing and caring someone is a terrible

but at the

same time,sweet feeling.

I will be sitting around

wondering if i

meant

anything to her.

Thinking if she ever cares

about me.

Rushing to the phone once it

rings hoping that it's

her.

Looking out of the window

hoping that

she will

surprise me by appearing

outside my house.

Sitting in front of the

television but

thinking of

her

missing the final episode of

my

favourite show.

Laying on my bed,

thinking of the last

time or the last night we sms and on the phone together.

Thinking of how nice it will be

to sit under the stars

again, talking about

everything, share our dreams,

plans, future.

Logging on to the internet

hoping to see

her online.

When i realise that she

isn't online or sms me

and did not return on my page and phone inbox,

i will start worrying

if she is okay.

Loving,missing and caring someone is a way of

growing up i

guess.

It exposes me to loneliness.

It teaches me how to cope with

being

lonely and let me

know that there is actually a

feeling

known asemptiness.

Sometimes it feels good to

love,miss and care someone.
I know that i really love her ,missing her ,care her and

i indulge

in the

feeling of loving, missing and caring for

her.

But loving,missing and caring someone and not
knowing if she is feeling the same is terrible.

I feel as if i are being left

alone.

So if i miss and care someone,i'll tell

her and

let her know.

At the same time, ask if she

miss ,care and love me.

Don't let the feeling of

Missing,caring and loving someone

become

jealousy or paranoid.
If me are the one being loved,

missed ,cared ,loved

and her know it,
if I miss ,care ,and love her ,

I'll tell her.

I'll tell myself don't let her wait.

SO MY DARLING KIMMY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

Why I Fall In Love To You Darling Here It Goes

Since I met you,

I've fallen in love with you

at least a hundred times

for a hundred different reasons.

Sometimes I fall in love with you

when I watch you doing something you enjoy,

something you're so involved in that

you're unaware of my presence.

Sometimes I fall in love with you

when I listen to you talk to other people.

Whether you're being interesting and funnyor warm

and caring and genuinely concerned,

you have a way of making people feel better

with nothing more than words.

Sometimes I fall in love with you

just thinking about you,

remembering all the memories we've made...falling in love for the first time,

staying in love during the rough times,

finding more to love about each other every day.

And whenever I think about

the wonderful things that lie ahead of us,

I fall totally and completely in love with you

all over again!

I LOVE YOU DARLING MUACKS!

Darling Where'd You Go, Miss You So

*I MISS my darling kimmy in every beats of heart,In every blink of my eyes,In every second of Time and...In every moment of the Day!

*I miss you like crazy Even more than words can say I miss you like crazy Every minute if every day

*I never felt nothing in the world like this before Now I'm missing you

*When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you

*So dear I will wait for you to cheer me up Cause I don''t know what else i can do

*And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

*I'll stand by you Take me in, into your darkest hour when you down ornot happy And I'll never

desert you

*All I wanted was to know I'm safe Don't want to lose the missing you I've found Remember when you said that you would change

*If it's true don't leave me all alone out here Wondering if you're ever gonna take me there Tell me what you're feeling cause I need to know what happen to you in your life

*Darling just as long as you know Wherever you go If there's a road that leads you back my way I'll be at the end of that road Just so you know I...I'm gonna be there when you face any unhappy thing to share with me

* I wanna know what turns you on So I can be all that and more I'd like to know what makes you cry So I can be the one who always makes you smile

*Tu amor, I will always be Tu amor, means the world to me Estarás siempre en mi corazónYou're the one in my soul And I live for tu amor, tu amor.

*DARLING I DID AND I DO , I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!

Im Back To My Blog Again!

So sorry to all my bloggie reader that i missing in the mission for quite long ago..if i not mistaken is i been missing in my mission for around 1 and the half month! anyway i really bored in sometimes and lazy to update my bloggie. cause nowadays i was damn fan alot of thing exspecially is my family things!! really fuck up life man!! but anyway i at here i really wan to thanks to 1 person that i love her so much ,i care her so much , cause she is the one always be my side to concern me and cheer me up all the time. so at here i would to tell her that...

"my kimmy darling love~just dropping by to pen u down a lil love at here to let all my bloggie reader and wan them know and also wanting you to know...that you bring the brightest colours and the sweetest taste to my life....strengthening my soul and mind..yet at timez you can make weak to my knees...you are my life baby...and forever will be as such.....missing you alot...wanting to come back to your realm of love..i love you...sooo much..so very much!!!..my love...my heart..my soul...forever yourz..only yourz...mmmuuuaaahhhh!!!!~tonz and tonz of love*gavin*..~kimmy darling~..mmmuuuaaxxxx!!!!!...mmmuuaackkzzzz!!!"

so the day is passing so fast and today 11th march 2008 is my brother coming back from aussie for a week , meanwhile he is going to come back to propose to his gf that ask for marry him during his gf bday on 12th march 2008!! wowow!!! brother i support you well done..hey guys my brother also asked 100ppls to wrote all sweets text on 1 big paper and snap the pic and sent to him..and he will upload all the pic to the website,and when he propose that time will show it out the website to his gf!! so on top here is the pic and all the words that i worte and my cousin franky jz helping me wrote all the small small words ish =_=" ya..he is the one of my best cousin and also jz graduate in "sai ko lo gi" in aussie too..i think im the one who "sai ko" him all the time n cheer him up!! oh ya i also forget that my parents also got worte some funny thing to my bro let's see ..i'll show you guys what my dad and my mummy wotre in chinese wakaka both of them is so cute wei..exspecially is my mummy she is so happy until she is the one who going to marry again..wakakaka..n also can u see the pic that she is promoting her teeth is so white hahaha!!mummy you are so cute i love you so much muacks!!!

yeah guys i really need you guys help after readed my bloggie, can you guys help me to look "puppy poodle" as which in brown colour and also have to be 2month to 3 month big and i really need it urgent before 29th of may 2008. if got any information pls send me a msg or text me to my bloggie chat box!!

thankz alot and i appricated it!!