It's so hard

It's so hard to say "I love you" and not draw back in tears,
It's so hard to know that you're not there to help me face my fears.

It's so hard to know the phone's at reach, but I cannot see your face and just can hear your vioce,
It's so hard to know that this time breaking up is my choice.

It's so hard to see you laughing when I'm crying deep inside,
It's just so hard to find feelings and now have to make them hide.

It's so hard to live without you, when i need you more than words,
To want to scream how much I love you but hold back and not be heard.

It's so hard to sleep at night when I cannot dream of you,
It's so hard to know that you have fallen in love with someone new.

It's so hard to not start thinking you when I hear your favorite song "Always Be My Babe",
It's so hard to sit and wonder where did I go wrong?

It's so hard to live without you, if I only would have known,
I will never love another, Would I rather be alone... ?

Would I?? I need someone to guide me please!