Malaysia DJ Battle Championship 2009

Who is the Best Mixing DJ?Who is the Best Turntablist?

Who will win?

Malaysia DJ Battle Championship 2009 will be held @ Passion on this November! Be prepare for this annual dj championship!

Venue: Passion (Poppy's upstairs)
Date: 13th November (Heat 1)
Time: 9pm
Admission: Free entry before 11pm

Come and support!See ya!

The semifinalist for Heat 1 (13th November)
DJ Areel
DJ Ben Cracko
DJ CandyQube
DJ Conut
DJ Jab
DJ JonLee
DJ Shahin

Malaysia DJ Battle Championship 2009

Passion Club, KL
(Heat 2)20th NOVEMBER 2009 (FRIDAY)
Starts at 10PM
Admission: FREE Entry before 11pm

Hope to see ya there!

Organised by: Bionic DJ Academy, Take Off Records
Partners: Pioneer DJ, UDG, Allies Marketing, Serato Scratch LIVE
Media partner: JUNK

http://edm.catcha.com/djquest09/
FINAL
ZOUK KL
21st NOVEMBER 2009 (SATURDAY)
Starts at 7.00PM To 10.30PM

Go to the link and print out the JUICE DJ QUEST 2009 for free enter from 7pm until 10.30 after that you guys can stay inside for clubbing after this DjQuest 2009 Competition over until late in Zouk!

31st Oct 2009

Is been a long time since I last update my blog and i need to apologize for being missing in action for such a long time.
Is been a time that I neglect my blog.. there would be tons of reason behind it..

Just one word come across my mind..

tired…But worth it!!

=)

This Post Is For You, For One Of The Gal I Loving Right Now!

if i could, i would give you the world, just to see you smile,
if i could, i would do anything, to make this worth while,
if i could i would be anywhere near you, even if i had to run a million miles.
because i was in the dark when i was waiting for someone,
you held a candle en lighting your face telling me to hold on,
slowly taking my trembling hands, promising to take all my fears,
you came holding me, wiping away my tears.

the sky was Grey, like the color of your eyes,
you whispered softly, when tomorrow comes and the sun shines,
I'd still be here right by your side,
I'm going to make you my forever, I'm going to make you mine.

and you touched me so light,
I was strucked by your sight,
when you held me so tight,
i took it all in with all of my might.

you are my strength to everything,
my voice when i want to sing,
my journey to my destiny,
and my everything to life when I seek.

you sang to me saying,
I'll be waiting for you,
deep inside of me,
I am craving for you.
And I'll be the one to love you more,
giving you just everything you need.
I'll be at the end of the earth for you

I'll be calling for you,
I'll be the air that you breath,
I'll be your wings to fly,
I'll give my all to keep you alive.

What Should I Do?

don't walk away, don't slip away,
I'm trying to capture the image,
but it's starting to fade,
it's not enough for you to stay,
with opened doors and too many ways.

and once your gone you're never coming back,
you loved me once, now that's a fact,
your empty presence hits me like a heart attack,
and I'm still not over you, at least, not yet,
how could you leave, just like that.

i unlocked the doors,
walked through a house that used to be our home,
your clothes, your scent, our memories were scattered on the floor,
and the urge i had to resist, was much too more.
just like my heart on a string, our photos hung on the walls.

you were all i had, so close, so near,
only yesterday you were standing here.
as you spoke, you spoke so clear,
yet the melody is still ringing in my ear,
now I'm only left with my tears.


and i cried till 10:50 AM

It's my Emotion when i alone!!

It's totally about me of my Emotion.
I like to...
Starring into the mirror, Focus blurred, Coming undone Faces starring back at me, Screaming, Streaming, Rain falling, Trails in front of me, Totally insane Bottle of pills, Self medicating, Face changing, Feeling of solitude, Becoming numb, Drainage
Misusing, Still abusing, Pacing, Thoughts racing, Hearing voices in my head, Telling me what to do, Feeling insane, Can't sleep I need help, Mentally ill, Sickened
Empty inside, Bleeding, My head exploding, Fucked up, Looking through sad eyes
Always hopeless, Just wanting to belong, Casting away, Fear subsiding, Disappearing
The way I choose to be gets darker everyday Scared of myself, Waiting to be free
Life is impossible, Thoughts of suicide...Won't understand, Can't erase them, Disappointment, I am falling and crawling, Won't be okay Insecure thoughts, Feeling ugly, The hole I dug for myself I believe my own lies, Hateful, Deception Hidden from the world, Crushing, Snorting, Burning, Pouring out my insides, No trust left, Forsaken me, I am the problem, I am the problems Blood on the walls,fucked up, Sick of life, My pain will never end, As I waste away, Killing my insides
Too many excuses, All I lived for was to be loved, Now I'm coming undone
Feeling worthless, Getting more hopeless, and restless, The lies, My sickness, Weakened, Self hatred, Running away from my past, Erasing memories Distain, Wasting my time, In my mind it lye’s, Never perfect, Disarray, I don't care!
Never to be loved, My pain kills, This is how it feels Depression, Nobody cares, Blown away, Sick of this, Your oblivious, Never caring, Seeing death, Fore staking, My only cure, This I am sure, Mentally sick, Trying to stay awake I hate myself, Delirious I am not like you, I will never be like you, Taken for granted, Unspoken, and broken,
Becoming unbearable, Wanting to die, Nightmares taking over my thoughts
Never to be free.....Only I can see...What’s to become of me. Hope u guys liked it.

You Changed My World!

You changed my world with a blink of an eye
That is something that I can not deny
You put my soul from worst to best
That is why I treasure you my darling
You just don't know what you have done for me
You even pushed me to the best that I can be
You really are an angel sent from above
To take care of me and shower with love
When I'm with u I will not cry even a single a tear
And your touch have chased away all of my fear
You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile
It is even better every time u smile
It so magical those things you've made
To bring back my faith that almost fade
Now my life is a dream come true
It all began when I was loved by u
Now I have found what I am looking for
It's you and your love and nothing more
Cause you have given me this feeling of contentment
In my life something I've never felt
I wish I could talk til the end of day
But now I'm running out of things to say
So I'll end by the line u already know
"I LOVE YOU Tammy Lum Phui San" more than what I could show

The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
When you are reading this letter, Ya I’m far away from you.
As many things I wish I didn't do
I really miss those wonderful moments that we've spent together in MSN,SMS and TALK ON THE PHONE every single day and night.
But i continue learning
Having you in my life is best thing that has happened to me
I never meant to do those things to you
Happy, all good things have come to good way
And so i have to say I LOVE YOU!!
I know my actions were harsh on sometimes when im down
That i just want you to know
But i had no choice, it was the only thing i could do

I found the reason for me
I didn't want you to suffer because of me
To change who i used to be
I want you to become stronger
A reason to start over new
I want you to live life to the fullest
And the reason is you
I want you to see what that i could not

I'm sorry that i hurt you sometimes
I hope that you'll be able to forgive me and move on
It's something i must live with everyday
I wish you all the best in life when you be with me
And all the pain i put you through
I pray that i got the chance to love you everyday and every minutes
I wish that i could take it all away
And i will love you as mush as i do.
And be the one who catches all your tears
I pray for the blissful that i can marriage you and give you all the happiness around you
That's why i need you to hear
I pray for I’ll give our children happiness and everything they wan

I found the reason to show
Thanks for giving me the best time of my life
A side of me you didn't know
Thanks for showing me what love is all about
A reason for all that i'll do
I'll never forget you through eternity
And the reason is YOU
I LOVE YOU BB
(Tammy Lum Phui San)








Lyrics are adapted from the "The Reason - simple plan"
Modify by .:Gavin Chan:.

Flight Ticket To Melbourne

I've bought my flight ticket! Hence, a new ticker yo!

=D =D

Will update more tonight.

* 2am update*

Just got back after a super duper filling meal at Tony Roma's with chong wei and Samuel. Ate until my stomach felt like it's gonna burst any minute.


My Pina Colada mm mmmmmm.


We had the Combo Dinner.


Came with their famous ribs which were so tender and tasty, Grilled Shrimps which I guess they used Tiger Prawns because they tasted exactly as fresh as those Tiger Prawns I used to cook in Melbourne, Baked Potato which was quite nice, and the Corn in Cob omfg the BEST corn I've ever eaten!


Looks like there's not much to eat from but you'd be surprised!

Ok time for my ticket story. Such a dramatic day!

I initially checked the prices online. Then I went to this travel agent at Kedah and decided to get my tickets there and I can pay and get my tickets right away instead of credit card hassle since the price was almost the same anyway.

This morning I drove up to the place and after telling the lady the dates and all, she told me the price is RM 1600++.

I was like WTF??? And I asked her why so cheap! Actually I wasn't even bothered to know why all I wanted to do was quickly pay and grab that ticket!!! Seriously so damn excited and happy ok from RM 2K++ to RM 1K++!!!

Then after a while I realized. She got the wrong date. I said July and she heard June.

WTF!! in the end it still came to about RM 2K++

After confirming the dates and prices and all, I realized I did not bring my passport.

I know it's a damn stupid mistake. Who buys flight ticket without bringing their passport along right?

That's because all these while I've been buying my tickets through travel agencies which I only contacted through phone calls and they sent me the tickets by post! All I had to do was fax to them a copy of my passport.

So anyway, the lady in the travel agent place asked for my passport and she said I could just give her the number just to purchase the tickets first. I called home and asked my brother to get my passport and read the number to me. I told him where to look for my passport from. After a while, he came back and told me there's no valid passport there and there were only old passports which parts of its covers have already been snipped. I thought he was looking at the wrong place and told him to search again. he came back after a while telling me the same thing - my passport's not there.

I was speechless for a while before I hung up and told the lady I'll go back later.

I trying to think where could my passport possibly be if not there cos I remember very clearly I put all my important cards and bank books at that very place. I was hoping so much that my brother actually overlooked and the passport's actually somewhere he missed.

I started to panic. And started searching ALL my bags (in the midst of searching I found my long lost headphone which I thought was missing all these while wtf) and every corner of the bag where I could have possibly slipped my passport at.

IN VAIN!!!

Then I sat down and thought quietly what bags I have used the last time I came back from Brisbane cos that was the last time I had to use my passport. It was the black bag... I also used the green bag... it's not in both bags... I think I slipped that passport into something...

OMG.

MY Blue PLANNER!

I remembered I brought my blue planner to Melbourne with me and all my important documents were slipped inside the pocket of that Blue planner!!!

Then I started searching the WHOLE bag looking for that blue planner. I searched the same spot for almost FIVE times but to no avail!!! I was even so damn scared shitless thinking that maybe my mom had sold that planner along with other old books during spring cleaning.

By then I was tearing a little already seriously! And then my fren only made me even more panicked when he said "Hah! Lost passport very big problem la have to wait for at least 3 years before you can make one again!"

WTF I DON'T WANTTTTTT!!!!!!

Then I called Jye and asked him if he has seen my blue planner in my other room. I know I should know better but being so panicky I seriously cannot recall so many things at that moment. he said he don't think it's there and he said he'd seen it before in my car.

I marched towards my car and search everywhere. NONE.

Then I went back into the house and thought for a while. Then I took the Car keys and opened the boot. So damn a lot of rubbish stuffs ok!

I had to push the big bag of dunno-what just to look underneath and see what books are there. Dug and dug and dug...

I SAW THE FAMILIAR Blue THING!

I quickly pulled it out. Yes it's my planner. I opened the cover and see the pockets. No, there's no sign of anything red. But there's an envelope which I kept my previous flight details. I took out the enveloped and looked inside.

A rush of relief came in split second - yes, my passport's inside.

I let out a very loud sigh of relief. I walked back into my fren house and my fren imitated my sigh but with a teasing purpose.

Anyway, passport found. Money prepared. I drove to the agent again and finally made the purchase.

This time I'll make sure I fucking put back my passport to where I'm supposed to keep it when I come back. Seriously, can get heart attack lah like this.

Anyway, I'll be staying a few days lesser than last year's cos my college mate are taking exam in July and I need to be back and make sure they're ok a.k.a I'm a responsible friend ahem. You see I even had to utilize every time available to get there ASAP! I'll be flying on Sunday night. Sunday itself I have staying at my house and it's the last day of May before leave for a month. And I'll be returning on Thursday midnight cos Friday I've got to work. HAIHHHHHHH NOW I HATE WORKING!

I really wanted to stay there forever but... haih. My job is in the way and I can't just throw my job away right now. I've stopped getting allowance from dad and my job's salary is my only income. Definitely a no-no to get myself sacked though the chances of me getting sacked is quite low because the demand. I thought of just going after August, after convocation, but that'll mean I can't go holiday with Est and Jon! =(

All in all, I've concluded that as long as I get to go and get to see him and also grab the chance to go on a holiday with the guys, nothing else matters. Stay shorter period also good - can save more money on more interesting getaways =D

Looking forward to Perth and Tasmania with Est and Jon!

Ok lah stupid one thesis also not done some more want to look forward to things that's probably gonna happen in 2 months time. Haih.

Purposely put that big ticker up there just to remind me whenever I come online (and come to this website).

Night.
Peace out crews!!

Tammy Lum Phui San I Love You Don't You Know?

I love you don't you know.
My love for you is real
Look at me you'll see it show,
when we're together, I hope you can feel.

When I see you I blush,
I hear your voice and I smile.
Look in my eyes you'll see how much,
you're busy but I'll wait for a while

When you're ready to be loved call.
What I have to give, you can't be late.
I don't want to get my hopes up for a fall.
If there's any obstacle on your way to me, let go and let fate.

I had a few before I thought was right,
for I've been looking for the right one.
The few I had made me cry in the night,
if we ever get together then my job is done,

So let me love you and you'll see,
for all the things I wrote and said is true.
I had to open heart and set my feelings free.
don't you know how much I love you.

Tammy Lum Phui San You're My Everything

Far away here,
Wont stay too late,
I want to feel you,
I need to hear you,

You are the light,
Thats leading me,
To the place,
Where i find peace,
Again.....

You are the strength,
That keeps me walking,
You are the hope,
that keeps me trusting,
You are the light,
To my soul,
You are my purpose,
You are everything.

How can i stand here with you?
And not be moved by you?
You tell me how could this be,
Any better than this?

You calm the storms,
You gave me breath,
You hold me in your hands,
You wont let me fall.

You steal my heart,
You take my breath away,
Would you take me in?
Take me deeper now.....

You're all i want,
You're all i need,
Your're everything,
Everything.....

Each Early Morning I Wake Up

Each morning I wake up,
you’re the first thought on my mind.
Looking to put my arms around,
But there's nothing to find.
I realize you're not there,
and again sadness sets in.
It's a bad situation,
neither of us can win.
I miss you so badly,
the smile on your face.
The wrath of your body,
and how you radiate OUR place.
I miss the look in your eyes,
in the bright morning sun.
Think of how to make you happy,
a smile on your face tells me I've won.
As you can probably tell,
I'm not having a great day.
I keep thinking how much I miss you,
in each and every way.
Words aren't enough,
to express how I feel.
There's never a doubt,
my feelings are real.
I know that I love you,
I miss you so much.
The feelings of your kiss,
the feel of your touch.
I promise not to take for granted,
the love that we share.
I promise not to forget,
to show how much I care.
I want and need you,
as part of my life.
It’s the reason I asked you,
and want you to be my girl friend start from that day i meet you.
I miss you today,
as much as the day the day before.
You're the only one,
I want to adore.
Have I made my point,
Can you understand?
I need your love,
I want your hand.
Thinking of you,
Is all that I do.
I've told you many times,
this is nothing new.
So I'll finish this up,
Just hoping that you know.
I love you so much,
I miss you.
I Love You Tammy Lum Phui San.

2Days Of Freedom Music Festival 29-30 May 2009

2 Days of Freedom music festival is back again this time again with famous world DJs. Ferry Corsten will be lined up on Day 1, 29th May 2009 while Above & Beyond on Day 2, 30th May 2009. Markus Schulz is one of the featured DJ to perform alongside. Venue of the music festival & DJs lineups will be announced soon. Check out FREEDOM ‘09 official website for more news updates!

DJ Lineups :
Ferry Corsten - 29th May 2009
Above & Beyond - 30th May 2009

Should i say "IF"?? Nah fuck it!!

If sea can talk and if wind falls in love with sands.
If my longing's lost in vacancy.
I'll listen to the waves, let the wind blow my hair.
My love for you grows with time
Summer's here when spring's away,
I finally realize on retrospect,

When sunshine returns.
To the rainy southern country,
I'll try to finish the love story in the past
When sunshine leaves the too sunny southern country
Will you give me back all the love you took away???
Before you said goodbye!!

Sea is blue, star shine bright
My arms are empty without you,
Sky is endless at my lonely nights. Please forgive my hesitancy
To confess that I LOVE YOU.
When sunshine returns to the rainy southern country
I'll try to finish the love story in the past.

Cause this blog is keep writing bout my life and my love!!

Gavin a.k.a Gavz

so here is the Mixing that i played when i free!!

Knight Castle '09

Yo guys, it's party after party this April!!!

First in line, there's Speedzone, then there is Knight Castle!! Don't you think April is a wonderfully happy month? ESPECIALLY when yours truly here is TURNING 25th this April too!!!!!

WOWOWOWOWOWO.....

Now, for the release on Knight Caste 09....read on....

Pentagon Matrix Present “Knight Castle 09” Featuring
Sander Van Doorn, Woody Van Eyden, Scott Alert, DJ Shary & Nikki

From the organizer of Massive Worldwide 2008, Pentagon Matrix brings you yet another whole new auditory and ocular experience to celebrate the unity of past and present musical creations at Knight Castle 09 on Saturday, 25th April 2009, at the French Village, Bukit Tinggi, starting 6pm.

Created with the vision of being an experiential music festival injected with heavy dosages of novelty, from the selection of a cool and invigorating location to the imaginative theme of ancient castles occupied by knights in shining armours, Knight Castle 09 will be featuring international headliner Sander Van Doorn (Netherlands), Woody Van Eyden (Netherlands), DJ Sharry (Indonesia), Scott Alert (Australia), and our very own talent DJ Nikki!

Respectably ranked #13 in the 2008’s DJ Mag Top 100 poll, in-between dance music legends Carl Cox and Paul Oakenfold, Sander van Doorn is a blessed musical genius who continuously take the world by storm since his entrance to the music circuit.

Sander Van Doorn is sooooo cute lah....I can kiss him already!!
Hang on, maybe I should ask HIM to give me 30 Birthday kisses!!! OWOWOWOWO

With various accolades stripped under his belt, including the “Best Breakthrough Artist” at the IDMA’s at WMC 2009, guest appeared on Tiesto’s “In Search of Sunrise Tour”, and headlined sets at Cream, one can safely wish for Sander to swoon everyone off their feet at Knight Castle 09 as our Dutch tech-trance-meister saddles on his rider. As a prelude, you may visit Sander’s online abode where you can watch his whole discography.

The highly acclaimed Dutch Superstar DJ-Producer Woody van Eyden who have remixed and produced for artists like Armin van Buuren, Alex M.O.R.P.H, Talla 2XLC, Andy Moor, Duderstadt and many more, will also be firing up the breezy night with infectious beats to get all feet galloping into the state of festive reverie.

Come join us at Knight Castle 09 dressed up in your shiny armours, warrior princess outfits, the gowns of the jolly kings & queens, or any attire that will make you comfortable enough to let our minstrels entertain you with their uninhabited notes created to lance the night with high-tune velocity on the tourney grounds.

BLOG Your Way TO FREE Tickets!

To get your hands on those FREE tickets to “Knight Castle 09”, all you have to do is to participate in the Online Blogging Competition:

a) Visit the official website at www.knightcastle09.com

b) Extract and place this event banner onto your blog

c) Write an entry convincing us why we have to Crown you the Blogger King or Queen of the week.

d) Once done, link your entry to the website and email your blog address with your contact details to party@knightcastle09.com.

e) Wait for the organiser to contact you!

The weekly winner will stand to win TWO tickets worth RM158! This contest will run from 20^th March 09 to 24^th April 09. Visit the website NOW and start blogging away!

Ticketing Details

Tickets are priced at RM79 nett (pre-sale) and RM108 nett (door-sale), not inclusive of the RM5 surcharge to enter the French Village. However, if you are the hotel guest at the Berjaya Resort, you do not need to pay the RM5 surcharge. Tickets are available at all TicketPro outlets and Maison KL @ Asian Heritage Row.

For further information, please call TicketPro Hotline 03 7880 7999 or visit www.ticketpro.com.my.

For further information, please call TicketPro Hotline 03 7880 7999 or visit www.ticketpro.com.my.

Jointly presented by Pentagon Matrix and Maison Club KL Knight Castle 09 is opened to partygoers 18 years old and above only, and all tickets purchases and collections are dependant on display of a valid photo ID.

For further event update and DJ information, please log on to www.knightcastle09.com

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On another note, TBG also has 10 tickets to Knight Castle 09 to give away. Since my 30th Birthday falls in April, I would want to share the love too!!! So, if you want to win the tickets to party with me at Knight Castle 09, leave me a birthday wish(es) in any format, and as creative as you can.

Will select the 10 winners based on how hard your birthday wish(es) make me laugh lah!

You can post about it in your blog and back link to here OR directly post your birthday wishes here with your email contact lor!!!

This very prasan "Wishing TBG Birthday" game ends on 12midnight, 19th April 2009. Details on ticket collection will be posted later.

Till then, cheer on and enjoy the rest of your week!!!

2nd day of CNY hanging out @ bernard house

Mr. bernard jz back from N.Z during cny!!

Let's check it out wat Mr. TiLiang doing over there :)