It's my Emotion when i alone!!

It's totally about me of my Emotion.
I like to...
Starring into the mirror, Focus blurred, Coming undone Faces starring back at me, Screaming, Streaming, Rain falling, Trails in front of me, Totally insane Bottle of pills, Self medicating, Face changing, Feeling of solitude, Becoming numb, Drainage
Misusing, Still abusing, Pacing, Thoughts racing, Hearing voices in my head, Telling me what to do, Feeling insane, Can't sleep I need help, Mentally ill, Sickened
Empty inside, Bleeding, My head exploding, Fucked up, Looking through sad eyes
Always hopeless, Just wanting to belong, Casting away, Fear subsiding, Disappearing
The way I choose to be gets darker everyday Scared of myself, Waiting to be free
Life is impossible, Thoughts of suicide...Won't understand, Can't erase them, Disappointment, I am falling and crawling, Won't be okay Insecure thoughts, Feeling ugly, The hole I dug for myself I believe my own lies, Hateful, Deception Hidden from the world, Crushing, Snorting, Burning, Pouring out my insides, No trust left, Forsaken me, I am the problem, I am the problems Blood on the walls,fucked up, Sick of life, My pain will never end, As I waste away, Killing my insides
Too many excuses, All I lived for was to be loved, Now I'm coming undone
Feeling worthless, Getting more hopeless, and restless, The lies, My sickness, Weakened, Self hatred, Running away from my past, Erasing memories Distain, Wasting my time, In my mind it lye’s, Never perfect, Disarray, I don't care!
Never to be loved, My pain kills, This is how it feels Depression, Nobody cares, Blown away, Sick of this, Your oblivious, Never caring, Seeing death, Fore staking, My only cure, This I am sure, Mentally sick, Trying to stay awake I hate myself, Delirious I am not like you, I will never be like you, Taken for granted, Unspoken, and broken,
Becoming unbearable, Wanting to die, Nightmares taking over my thoughts
Never to be free.....Only I can see...What’s to become of me. Hope u guys liked it.