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Malaysia DJ Battle Championship 2009

2009-11-13T03:56:00.000+10:00

Who is the Best Mixing DJ?Who is the Best Turntablist?

Who will win?

Malaysia DJ Battle Championship 2009 will be held @ Passion on this November! Be prepare for this annual dj championship!

Venue: Passion (Poppy's upstairs)
Date: 13th November (Heat 1)
Time: 9pm
Admission: Free entry before 11pm

Come and support!See ya!

The semifinalist for Heat 1 (13th November)
DJ Areel
DJ Ben Cracko
DJ CandyQube
DJ Conut
DJ Jab
DJ JonLee
DJ Shahin

Malaysia DJ Battle Championship 2009

Passion Club, KL
(Heat 2)20th NOVEMBER 2009 (FRIDAY)
Starts at 10PM
Admission: FREE Entry before 11pm

Hope to see ya there!

Organised by: Bionic DJ Academy, Take Off Records
Partners: Pioneer DJ, UDG, Allies Marketing, Serato Scratch LIVE
Media partner: JUNK

http://edm.catcha.com/djquest09/
FINAL
ZOUK KL
21st NOVEMBER 2009 (SATURDAY)
Starts at 7.00PM To 10.30PM

Go to the link and print out the JUICE DJ QUEST 2009 for free enter from 7pm until 10.30 after that you guys can stay inside for clubbing after this DjQuest 2009 Competition over until late in Zouk!

31st Oct 2009

2009-11-01T00:17:00.002+10:00

Is been a long time since I last update my blog and i need to apologize for being missing in action for such a long time.
Is been a time that I neglect my blog.. there would be tons of reason behind it..

Just one word come across my mind..

tired…But worth it!!

=)

This Post Is For You, For One Of The Gal I Loving Right Now!

2009-08-31T04:09:00.003+10:00

if i could, i would give you the world, just to see you smile,
if i could, i would do anything, to make this worth while,
if i could i would be anywhere near you, even if i had to run a million miles.
because i was in the dark when i was waiting for someone,
you held a candle en lighting your face telling me to hold on,
slowly taking my trembling hands, promising to take all my fears,
you came holding me, wiping away my tears.

the sky was Grey, like the color of your eyes,
you whispered softly, when tomorrow comes and the sun shines,
I'd still be here right by your side,
I'm going to make you my forever, I'm going to make you mine.

and you touched me so light,
I was strucked by your sight,
when you held me so tight,
i took it all in with all of my might.

you are my strength to everything,
my voice when i want to sing,
my journey to my destiny,
and my everything to life when I seek.

you sang to me saying,
I'll be waiting for you,
deep inside of me,
I am craving for you.
And I'll be the one to love you more,
giving you just everything you need.
I'll be at the end of the earth for you

I'll be calling for you,
I'll be the air that you breath,
I'll be your wings to fly,
I'll give my all to keep you alive.

What Should I Do?

2009-08-30T04:05:00.001+10:00

don't walk away, don't slip away,
I'm trying to capture the image,
but it's starting to fade,
it's not enough for you to stay,
with opened doors and too many ways.

and once your gone you're never coming back,
you loved me once, now that's a fact,
your empty presence hits me like a heart attack,
and I'm still not over you, at least, not yet,
how could you leave, just like that.

i unlocked the doors,
walked through a house that used to be our home,
your clothes, your scent, our memories were scattered on the floor,
and the urge i had to resist, was much too more.
just like my heart on a string, our photos hung on the walls.

you were all i had, so close, so near,
only yesterday you were standing here.
as you spoke, you spoke so clear,
yet the melody is still ringing in my ear,
now I'm only left with my tears.

and i cried till 10:50 AM

It's my Emotion when i alone!!

2009-08-01T21:43:00.000+10:00

It's totally about me of my Emotion.
I like to...
Starring into the mirror, Focus blurred, Coming undone Faces starring back at me, Screaming, Streaming, Rain falling, Trails in front of me, Totally insane Bottle of pills, Self medicating, Face changing, Feeling of solitude, Becoming numb, Drainage
Misusing, Still abusing, Pacing, Thoughts racing, Hearing voices in my head, Telling me what to do, Feeling insane, Can't sleep I need help, Mentally ill, Sickened
Empty inside, Bleeding, My head exploding, Fucked up, Looking through sad eyes
Always hopeless, Just wanting to belong, Casting away, Fear subsiding, Disappearing
The way I choose to be gets darker everyday Scared of myself, Waiting to be free
Life is impossible, Thoughts of suicide...Won't understand, Can't erase them, Disappointment, I am falling and crawling, Won't be okay Insecure thoughts, Feeling ugly, The hole I dug for myself I believe my own lies, Hateful, Deception Hidden from the world, Crushing, Snorting, Burning, Pouring out my insides, No trust left, Forsaken me, I am the problem, I am the problems Blood on the walls,fucked up, Sick of life, My pain will never end, As I waste away, Killing my insides
Too many excuses, All I lived for was to be loved, Now I'm coming undone
Feeling worthless, Getting more hopeless, and restless, The lies, My sickness, Weakened, Self hatred, Running away from my past, Erasing memories Distain, Wasting my time, In my mind it lye’s, Never perfect, Disarray, I don't care!
Never to be loved, My pain kills, This is how it feels Depression, Nobody cares, Blown away, Sick of this, Your oblivious, Never caring, Seeing death, Fore staking, My only cure, This I am sure, Mentally sick, Trying to stay awake I hate myself, Delirious I am not like you, I will never be like you, Taken for granted, Unspoken, and broken,
Becoming unbearable, Wanting to die, Nightmares taking over my thoughts
Never to be free.....Only I can see...What’s to become of me. Hope u guys liked it.

You Changed My World!

2009-06-23T14:37:00.003+10:00

You changed my world with a blink of an eye
That is something that I can not deny
You put my soul from worst to best
That is why I treasure you my darling
You just don't know what you have done for me
You even pushed me to the best that I can be
You really are an angel sent from above
To take care of me and shower with love
When I'm with u I will not cry even a single a tear
And your touch have chased away all of my fear
You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile
It is even better every time u smile
It so magical those things you've made
To bring back my faith that almost fade
Now my life is a dream come true
It all began when I was loved by u
Now I have found what I am looking for
It's you and your love and nothing more
Cause you have given me this feeling of contentment
In my life something I've never felt
I wish I could talk til the end of day
But now I'm running out of things to say
So I'll end by the line u already know
"I LOVE YOU Tammy Lum Phui San" more than what I could show

The Reason

2009-05-27T12:30:00.002+10:00

I'm not a perfect person
When you are reading this letter, Ya I’m far away from you.
As many things I wish I didn't do
I really miss those wonderful moments that we've spent together in MSN,SMS and TALK ON THE PHONE every single day and night.
But i continue learning
Having you in my life is best thing that has happened to me
I never meant to do those things to you
Happy, all good things have come to good way
And so i have to say I LOVE YOU!!
I know my actions were harsh on sometimes when im down
That i just want you to know
But i had no choice, it was the only thing i could do

I found the reason for me
I didn't want you to suffer because of me
To change who i used to be
I want you to become stronger
A reason to start over new
I want you to live life to the fullest
And the reason is you
I want you to see what that i could not

I'm sorry that i hurt you sometimes
I hope that you'll be able to forgive me and move on
It's something i must live with everyday
I wish you all the best in life when you be with me
And all the pain i put you through
I pray that i got the chance to love you everyday and every minutes
I wish that i could take it all away
And i will love you as mush as i do.
And be the one who catches all your tears
I pray for the blissful that i can marriage you and give you all the happiness around you
That's why i need you to hear
I pray for I’ll give our children happiness and everything they wan

I found the reason to show
Thanks for giving me the best time of my life
A side of me you didn't know
Thanks for showing me what love is all about
A reason for all that i'll do
I'll never forget you through eternity
And the reason is YOU
I LOVE YOU BB
(Tammy Lum Phui San)

Lyrics are adapted from the "The Reason - simple plan"
Modify by .:Gavin Chan:.

Flight Ticket To Melbourne

2009-05-16T03:34:00.009+10:00

I've bought my flight ticket! Hence, a new ticker yo!

=D =D

Will update more tonight.

* 2am update*

Just got back after a super duper filling meal at Tony Roma's with chong wei and Samuel. Ate until my stomach felt like it's gonna burst any minute.

My Pina Colada mm mmmmmm.

We had the Combo Dinner.

Came with their famous ribs which were so tender and tasty, Grilled Shrimps which I guess they used Tiger Prawns because they tasted exactly as fresh as those Tiger Prawns I used to cook in Melbourne, Baked Potato which was quite nice, and the Corn in Cob omfg the BEST corn I've ever eaten!

Looks like there's not much to eat from but you'd be surprised!

Ok time for my ticket story. Such a dramatic day!

I initially checked the prices online. Then I went to this travel agent at Kedah and decided to get my tickets there and I can pay and get my tickets right away instead of credit card hassle since the price was almost the same anyway.

This morning I drove up to the place and after telling the lady the dates and all, she told me the price is RM 1600++.

I was like WTF??? And I asked her why so cheap! Actually I wasn't even bothered to know why all I wanted to do was quickly pay and grab that ticket!!! Seriously so damn excited and happy ok from RM 2K++ to RM 1K++!!!

Then after a while I realized. She got the wrong date. I said July and she heard June.

WTF!! in the end it still came to about RM 2K++

After confirming the dates and prices and all, I realized I did not bring my passport.

I know it's a damn stupid mistake. Who buys flight ticket without bringing their passport along right?

That's because all these while I've been buying my tickets through travel agencies which I only contacted through phone calls and they sent me the tickets by post! All I had to do was fax to them a copy of my passport.

So anyway, the lady in the travel agent place asked for my passport and she said I could just give her the number just to purchase the tickets first. I called home and asked my brother to get my passport and read the number to me. I told him where to look for my passport from. After a while, he came back and told me there's no valid passport there and there were only old passports which parts of its covers have already been snipped. I thought he was looking at the wrong place and told him to search again. he came back after a while telling me the same thing - my passport's not there.

I was speechless for a while before I hung up and told the lady I'll go back later.

I trying to think where could my passport possibly be if not there cos I remember very clearly I put all my important cards and bank books at that very place. I was hoping so much that my brother actually overlooked and the passport's actually somewhere he missed.

I started to panic. And started searching ALL my bags (in the midst of searching I found my long lost headphone which I thought was missing all these while wtf) and every corner of the bag where I could have possibly slipped my passport at.

IN VAIN!!!

Then I sat down and thought quietly what bags I have used the last time I came back from Brisbane cos that was the last time I had to use my passport. It was the black bag... I also used the green bag... it's not in both bags... I think I slipped that passport into something...

OMG.

MY Blue PLANNER!

I remembered I brought my blue planner to Melbourne with me and all my important documents were slipped inside the pocket of that Blue planner!!!

Then I started searching the WHOLE bag looking for that blue planner. I searched the same spot for almost FIVE times but to no avail!!! I was even so damn scared shitless thinking that maybe my mom had sold that planner along with other old books during spring cleaning.

By then I was tearing a little already seriously! And then my fren only made me even more panicked when he said "Hah! Lost passport very big problem la have to wait for at least 3 years before you can make one again!"

WTF I DON'T WANTTTTTT!!!!!!

Then I called Jye and asked him if he has seen my blue planner in my other room. I know I should know better but being so panicky I seriously cannot recall so many things at that moment. he said he don't think it's there and he said he'd seen it before in my car.

I marched towards my car and search everywhere. NONE.

Then I went back into the house and thought for a while. Then I took the Car keys and opened the boot. So damn a lot of rubbish stuffs ok!

I had to push the big bag of dunno-what just to look underneath and see what books are there. Dug and dug and dug...

I SAW THE FAMILIAR Blue THING!

I quickly pulled it out. Yes it's my planner. I opened the cover and see the pockets. No, there's no sign of anything red. But there's an envelope which I kept my previous flight details. I took out the enveloped and looked inside.

A rush of relief came in split second - yes, my passport's inside.

I let out a very loud sigh of relief. I walked back into my fren house and my fren imitated my sigh but with a teasing purpose.

Anyway, passport found. Money prepared. I drove to the agent again and finally made the purchase.

This time I'll make sure I fucking put back my passport to where I'm supposed to keep it when I come back. Seriously, can get heart attack lah like this.

Anyway, I'll be staying a few days lesser than last year's cos my college mate are taking exam in July and I need to be back and make sure they're ok a.k.a I'm a responsible friend ahem. You see I even had to utilize every time available to get there ASAP! I'll be flying on Sunday night. Sunday itself I have staying at my house and it's the last day of May before leave for a month. And I'll be returning on Thursday midnight cos Friday I've got to work. HAIHHHHHHH NOW I HATE WORKING!

I really wanted to stay there forever but... haih. My job is in the way and I can't just throw my job away right now. I've stopped getting allowance from dad and my job's salary is my only income. Definitely a no-no to get myself sacked though the chances of me getting sacked is quite low because the demand. I thought of just going after August, after convocation, but that'll mean I can't go holiday with Est and Jon! =(

All in all, I've concluded that as long as I get to go and get to see him and also grab the chance to go on a holiday with the guys, nothing else matters. Stay shorter period also good - can save more money on more interesting getaways =D

Looking forward to Perth and Tasmania with Est and Jon!

Ok lah stupid one thesis also not done some more want to look forward to things that's probably gonna happen in 2 months time. Haih.

Purposely put that big ticker up there just to remind me whenever I come online (and come to this website).

Night.
Peace out crews!!

Tammy Lum Phui San I Love You Don't You Know?

2009-05-12T14:38:00.000+10:00

I love you don't you know.
My love for you is real
Look at me you'll see it show,
when we're together, I hope you can feel.

When I see you I blush,
I hear your voice and I smile.
Look in my eyes you'll see how much,
you're busy but I'll wait for a while

When you're ready to be loved call.
What I have to give, you can't be late.
I don't want to get my hopes up for a fall.
If there's any obstacle on your way to me, let go and let fate.

I had a few before I thought was right,
for I've been looking for the right one.
The few I had made me cry in the night,
if we ever get together then my job is done,

So let me love you and you'll see,
for all the things I wrote and said is true.
I had to open heart and set my feelings free.
don't you know how much I love you.

Tammy Lum Phui San You're My Everything

2009-05-11T20:05:00.000+10:00

Far away here,
Wont stay too late,
I want to feel you,
I need to hear you,

You are the light,
Thats leading me,
To the place,
Where i find peace,
Again.....

You are the strength,
That keeps me walking,
You are the hope,
that keeps me trusting,
You are the light,
To my soul,
You are my purpose,
You are everything.

How can i stand here with you?
And not be moved by you?
You tell me how could this be,
Any better than this?

You calm the storms,
You gave me breath,
You hold me in your hands,
You wont let me fall.

You steal my heart,
You take my breath away,
Would you take me in?
Take me deeper now.....

You're all i want,
You're all i need,
Your're everything,
Everything.....

Each Early Morning I Wake Up

2009-05-11T20:01:00.002+10:00

Each morning I wake up,
you’re the first thought on my mind.
Looking to put my arms around,
But there's nothing to find.
I realize you're not there,
and again sadness sets in.
It's a bad situation,
neither of us can win.
I miss you so badly,
the smile on your face.
The wrath of your body,
and how you radiate OUR place.
I miss the look in your eyes,
in the bright morning sun.
Think of how to make you happy,
a smile on your face tells me I've won.
As you can probably tell,
I'm not having a great day.
I keep thinking how much I miss you,
in each and every way.
Words aren't enough,
to express how I feel.
There's never a doubt,
my feelings are real.
I know that I love you,
I miss you so much.
The feelings of your kiss,
the feel of your touch.
I promise not to take for granted,
the love that we share.
I promise not to forget,
to show how much I care.
I want and need you,
as part of my life.
It’s the reason I asked you,
and want you to be my girl friend start from that day i meet you.
I miss you today,
as much as the day the day before.
You're the only one,
I want to adore.
Have I made my point,
Can you understand?
I need your love,
I want your hand.
Thinking of you,
Is all that I do.
I've told you many times,
this is nothing new.
So I'll finish this up,
Just hoping that you know.
I love you so much,
I miss you.
I Love You Tammy Lum Phui San.

2Days Of Freedom Music Festival 29-30 May 2009

2009-05-05T10:38:00.002+10:00

2 Days of Freedom music festival is back again this time again with famous world DJs. Ferry Corsten will be lined up on Day 1, 29th May 2009 while Above & Beyond on Day 2, 30th May 2009. Markus Schulz is one of the featured DJ to perform alongside. Venue of the music festival & DJs lineups will be announced soon. Check out FREEDOM ‘09 official website for more news updates!

DJ Lineups :
Ferry Corsten - 29th May 2009
Above & Beyond - 30th May 2009

Should i say "IF"?? Nah fuck it!!

2009-04-25T20:04:00.003+10:00

If sea can talk and if wind falls in love with sands.
If my longing's lost in vacancy.
I'll listen to the waves, let the wind blow my hair.
My love for you grows with time
Summer's here when spring's away,
I finally realize on retrospect,

When sunshine returns.
To the rainy southern country,
I'll try to finish the love story in the past
When sunshine leaves the too sunny southern country
Will you give me back all the love you took away???
Before you said goodbye!!

Sea is blue, star shine bright
My arms are empty without you,
Sky is endless at my lonely nights. Please forgive my hesitancy
To confess that I LOVE YOU.
When sunshine returns to the rainy southern country
I'll try to finish the love story in the past.

Cause this blog is keep writing bout my life and my love!!

Gavin a.k.a Gavz

2009-04-23T12:31:00.004+10:00

so here is the Mixing that i played when i free!!

Knight Castle '09

2009-04-20T16:08:00.003+10:00

Yo guys, it's party after party this April!!!

First in line, there's Speedzone, then there is Knight Castle!! Don't you think April is a wonderfully happy month? ESPECIALLY when yours truly here is TURNING 25th this April too!!!!!

WOWOWOWOWOWO.....

Now, for the release on Knight Caste 09....read on....

Pentagon Matrix Present “Knight Castle 09” Featuring
Sander Van Doorn, Woody Van Eyden, Scott Alert, DJ Shary & Nikki

From the organizer of Massive Worldwide 2008, Pentagon Matrix brings you yet another whole new auditory and ocular experience to celebrate the unity of past and present musical creations at Knight Castle 09 on Saturday, 25th April 2009, at the French Village, Bukit Tinggi, starting 6pm.

Created with the vision of being an experiential music festival injected with heavy dosages of novelty, from the selection of a cool and invigorating location to the imaginative theme of ancient castles occupied by knights in shining armours, Knight Castle 09 will be featuring international headliner Sander Van Doorn (Netherlands), Woody Van Eyden (Netherlands), DJ Sharry (Indonesia), Scott Alert (Australia), and our very own talent DJ Nikki!

Respectably ranked #13 in the 2008’s DJ Mag Top 100 poll, in-between dance music legends Carl Cox and Paul Oakenfold, Sander van Doorn is a blessed musical genius who continuously take the world by storm since his entrance to the music circuit.

Sander Van Doorn is sooooo cute lah....I can kiss him already!!
Hang on, maybe I should ask HIM to give me 30 Birthday kisses!!! OWOWOWOWO

With various accolades stripped under his belt, including the “Best Breakthrough Artist” at the IDMA’s at WMC 2009, guest appeared on Tiesto’s “In Search of Sunrise Tour”, and headlined sets at Cream, one can safely wish for Sander to swoon everyone off their feet at Knight Castle 09 as our Dutch tech-trance-meister saddles on his rider. As a prelude, you may visit Sander’s online abode where you can watch his whole discography.

The highly acclaimed Dutch Superstar DJ-Producer Woody van Eyden who have remixed and produced for artists like Armin van Buuren, Alex M.O.R.P.H, Talla 2XLC, Andy Moor, Duderstadt and many more, will also be firing up the breezy night with infectious beats to get all feet galloping into the state of festive reverie.

Come join us at Knight Castle 09 dressed up in your shiny armours, warrior princess outfits, the gowns of the jolly kings & queens, or any attire that will make you comfortable enough to let our minstrels entertain you with their uninhabited notes created to lance the night with high-tune velocity on the tourney grounds.

BLOG Your Way TO FREE Tickets!

To get your hands on those FREE tickets to “Knight Castle 09”, all you have to do is to participate in the Online Blogging Competition:

a) Visit the official website at www.knightcastle09.com

b) Extract and place this event banner onto your blog

c) Write an entry convincing us why we have to Crown you the Blogger King or Queen of the week.

d) Once done, link your entry to the website and email your blog address with your contact details to party@knightcastle09.com.

e) Wait for the organiser to contact you!

The weekly winner will stand to win TWO tickets worth RM158! This contest will run from 20^th March 09 to 24^th April 09. Visit the website NOW and start blogging away!

Ticketing Details

Tickets are priced at RM79 nett (pre-sale) and RM108 nett (door-sale), not inclusive of the RM5 surcharge to enter the French Village. However, if you are the hotel guest at the Berjaya Resort, you do not need to pay the RM5 surcharge. Tickets are available at all TicketPro outlets and Maison KL @ Asian Heritage Row.

For further information, please call TicketPro Hotline 03 7880 7999 or visit www.ticketpro.com.my.

For further information, please call TicketPro Hotline 03 7880 7999 or visit www.ticketpro.com.my.

Jointly presented by Pentagon Matrix and Maison Club KL Knight Castle 09 is opened to partygoers 18 years old and above only, and all tickets purchases and collections are dependant on display of a valid photo ID.

For further event update and DJ information, please log on to www.knightcastle09.com

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On another note, TBG also has 10 tickets to Knight Castle 09 to give away. Since my 30th Birthday falls in April, I would want to share the love too!!! So, if you want to win the tickets to party with me at Knight Castle 09, leave me a birthday wish(es) in any format, and as creative as you can.

Will select the 10 winners based on how hard your birthday wish(es) make me laugh lah!

You can post about it in your blog and back link to here OR directly post your birthday wishes here with your email contact lor!!!

This very prasan "Wishing TBG Birthday" game ends on 12midnight, 19th April 2009. Details on ticket collection will be posted later.

Till then, cheer on and enjoy the rest of your week!!!

2nd day of CNY hanging out @ bernard house

2009-04-18T17:01:00.036+10:00

Mr. bernard jz back from N.Z during cny!!

Let's check it out wat Mr. TiLiang doing over there :)

1st day CNY went to friends house pay a visit!!

2009-04-18T16:01:00.032+10:00

1st day CNY Home Sweet Home

2009-04-18T15:07:00.023+10:00

Here is the 1st day of CNY pic. my relative all came to my house for celebration.

So i jz let the pics do the talk!

Uncle and mama inside the tv room.

see all the gamble face..when win they can laugh until nobody business.

but when lose...u can see they wil emo or moody over there!

After Broke Up With Her @ this is what my day become!!

2009-04-16T16:19:00.002+10:00

To: girl

A new day dawns, but who cares??
Sunlight only brings thick mist anyway
I saw before dawn
the aged you from the future...
and the aged me from the future.

The morning mist covers my wrinkles
on the forehead.
The sun scorches your black hair
I've lost you completely....
Please forgive the cowardly me..

By, Gavz

Be A Skywalker

2009-04-16T16:06:00.002+10:00

I wanna collect the warmth of summer
wanna cross the river named Happiness!!
wanna be a snake swallowing elephant.
it sounds stupid, but why NOT??

I wanna write a song.
when the sky is empty and the earth is dry.
I'm pouring passion for you.
make you carzy and make you thirsty

I want the whole world to know you're mine!!
the weather's gone mad and the sea is boiling
that's why i want to seize the day.
stop wasting time.
Be a skywalker.....

An angel like you
Should have wings and name
Should have fatal beauty
Should belong to me for once.

The end of the world scares me not
I'll keep on enjoying myself
Cause loving you make me happy
Be a skywalker!!

Trying to be a Most Successful Guy!

2009-03-13T02:14:00.002+10:00

Should i call the guy Handsome,
or should i say,
Hot,
Very hot & Very rich?
At the same time,
Having billions of dollars in the bank,
Doesn’t have to worry anything about his living,
And the next generation too.
Driving all kinds of sports car,
Living in the huge castle,
Having a wonderful luxury life,
Going around the world,
Seeing all kinds of beautiful sceneries.
Besides that,
Having all the hot girls,
Sticking to him,
Trying to get his heart,
But,
That would never happen,
Because he has too many to choose.
Whatever is written above,
About the most successful guy,
Its all rubbish!

But for me the main thing to define as the most successful guy is,
Love,
Having a family.
Everyday,
After his work,
The moment he opens his door,
Seeing his family,
Sitting at the dinner table,
Waiting for daddy/husband to come home to eat.
A successful guy will always have a everlasting love,
From his wife,
And from his family.
There is no point having billions of dollar without love,
You do not have someone to share your happiness with,
Nor supporting you in your doings.
So currently I'm learning how to be a Most Successful Guy in my Future!

Holly Shit!! Really Holly Shit!!

2009-03-03T22:27:00.006+10:00

I'm really is an idiot! booked an Aussie flight ticket 14th APRIL instead of MARCH flight!!

Ish... whatever!! going to rebook again. so sorry until now i still didn't upload all my CNY, Pangkor and also Penang pics. Agrh just forget bout it :)
Cause currently i'm busy my paper.. but i really wish i can pass this paper to help me get back to UQ!

So bout love love things or who i going after with all the things ill put aside! what i know i really let her playing my feeling although is hurt but what can i do?? i just can be aside waiting her and keep fade.
ya she really is a nice gal and understanding gal and so on. I really appreciated she been appearing in my life.

And ya,guys I decide to move out from my elder bro house at Runcorn and ill move to Beenleigh or Brunswick Street!! :)

Cause I really need to get my new life and bout my family stuffs&parents things all my aunts and uncle will help me to solve it d! so i no need to carry so many burden. what i wish is faster done my paper get my result and back to Aussie that's it!

Yea, last Sunday i bump my Ex and her new boyfriend at Gurney Plaza near Celebrity Fitness there cause that time she just finish her work. So Michoh and me was walking around all of sudden i saw her walk out from CF. but that time she did saw me but bout of us just act don't know each other! im really happy cause she got a boyfriend and i really saw her boyfriend too.

And Emily,Lyda&Kar Wai great to meet you at Coffee Island. see i really didn't forget you guys wan le.

Bloggie

2009-03-02T23:40:00.002+10:00

Hey sorry mates, bout my CNY pics and the Party in the park I'll be upload when im free!!
and also i'll telll you guys bout those funny stories and also i'll tell you guys who i bump in gurney and who i meet when i at penang last saturday and sunday!!

Cause by right now i busying my report and i have to do my revision cause still got few more days i got test!!

So i'll catch you guys up soon..and i promise i'll upload all the pics when im free..

Ciaoz..

and missing her so much!!

Party In The Park to the BIGGEST GOssip on the island! 28.08.09

2009-02-26T23:04:00.002+10:00

BIGGER, BETTER, WILDER!!!Check out the Latest GOssip Craze in the Island!Presenting...

Party in The Park ConcertHop on down to Padang Kota Lama (Esplanade) and join our GOssip Celebrity Buddies in the Island's Most Happening Party in the Park! Concert begins 7pm onwards - admission is free!

The whacky, hyper-active Hitz.FM morning crew will be up north terrorizing the Party in the Park come 28 Feb 2009.That's right Penang people - get ready for the Most Happening Event in town. Come join JJ & Ean in the Party in the Park! Be there as early as 6.00pm and stand a chance to win Exclusive VIP Backstage passes and many more goodies! Oh yes, get up close and personal with the celebrities at the SuperPoke Party - exclusive for Facebookers and Bloggers!

The BIGGEST Playstation 3 ChallengePLAY, COLLECT and WIN!The BIGGEST PS3 Challenge is back!!! Bringing to you - Soul Caliber, Need For Speed and FIFA 09. Show-off your skills and be a true pro-gamer at the GOssip Party in the Park, 28 Feb 2009 starting 12.00pm till 6.00pm. RM10.00 for RM100.00 - that's the stake!

And here is the information "Spalding" 3-ON-3 Basketball ChallengeREGISTRATION DEADLINE EXTENDED!!!Due to overwhelming response and non-stop requests from you guys and girls, the GOssip team has decided to EXTEND the deadline to Thursday. (26 February 2009) at 11.59pm. Call 012-2020 709 (bernardH) to submit your registration NOW! More than RM2,400.00 CASH up for grabs!

SPIN IT WILDAs REAL as it GETS! Join the Pioneer DJ Battle 2008 Champion, DJ MicHoh in this school of DJ. Pick up some spinning tricks and you might be on your way to making it pro!*GOssip tip : If we think you're REAL good, we'll put you on stage spinning with DJ MicHoh in the Party in the Park concert!

OPEN STAGEYour 900-seconds to fame! That's right - 15-minutes all for you and your band to show your stuff on a REAL PUBLIC stage!REGISTRATION CLOSED!!! That's right - we have 18 Indie Bands (KL & Penang) on the line-up for the Open Stage! Come join the 8-Hours Non-Stop jamming with the live bands. 18 Indie bands fighting for an exclusive invitation in the Asia Voice Independent Music Awards 2009 (AVIMA 2009). Jamming Session : 11.00am till 7.00pm.

X-FLOWCatch Malaysia's Best! in the exclusive PREVIEW of X-FLOW by the pro BMX stunt men and shuffler! Think you got better skills - no registration needed. Just bring your gears along and just go with the flow! Freestyle session for you to show it off!

Dear I'm Sorry! I Mean It!

2009-02-26T15:07:00.002+10:00

I’m sorry of being so emotional
I’m sorry of being so possessive
I’m sorry that I cry for you
I’m sorry because I can’t live without you

I’m sorry for the tears you shed
I’m sorry for the damage I made
I’m sorry I’ve made you down
Sorry I hurt you so deep

I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights
I’m sorry for yesterday quarrel
I’m sorry for your pain & agony
I’m sorry for the missing harmony

I’m sorry for my selfish love
I’m sorry for not caring enough
I’m sorry for my restlessness
I’m sorry for the losing grace

I’m sorry I made you mad
I’m sorry dear I making so sad and fed up
Sorry for not giving you any happiness
Sorry because it’s my disgrace

I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much
I’m sorry I always miss your touch
I’m sorry of being so mad about you
I’m sorry for my every blue

I’m sorry of being so immature
I’m sorry now that can’t be cured
I’m sorry of being myself
I’m sorry that I’ve failed

I’m sorry and sorry again
I’m sorry of being insane
But believe me that I love you
Should I say sorry for that too?

Aussie

2009-02-26T03:08:00.003+10:00

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? I don’t think got ANYONE there

Oh it has begun...
Oh Gavin you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... I said??(yea, I mean It)

And You don't know me, you don't even care,
I said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains...

Essential yet appealed, carry all my thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at Me… they're not going to who cry
When they see Me
I said??(I mean it)

I think I'll go to Aussie soon...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of Malaysia, I'm tired of the weather, Family and my love one
I think I'll get a SINGLE life and fly myself out to Paris...
I think I'll go to Aussie,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town (in Aussie but not in Brisbane), to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

Aussie... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Yeah Aussie...
Where no one knows my name.

(I mean it)

By Gavz

A Fucking An Idiot Guy.

2009-02-25T15:21:00.004+10:00

No matter how great a guy is,
there is still nothing if he doesn’t have a warm family.

No matter how strong a guy is,
he will still break down for the person he loves.

No matter how successful a guy is,
there is still nothing if he doesn’t have a person to support him.

No matter how independent a guy is,
he will still need someone to care for him.

No matter how rich a guy is,
there is still nothing if he doesn’t have a person to buy things for.

No matter how cruel a guy is,
he will never hurt the person he loves.

No matter how proud a guy is,
there is still nothing if he doesn’t have a person to share his sad things with.

No matter how sad a guy is,
he will never drop a single tears in front of the person he loves.

No matter hard-working a guy is,
there is still nothing if he doesn’t have someone to wait for him at home.

No matter how poor a guy is,
he will always work hard for the person he loves.

No matter how lucky a guy is,
there is still nothing if he doesn’t have someone to cook a lovely meal for him.

No matter how busy a guy is,
he will always think of the person he loves.

No matter how smart a guy is,
there is still nothing if he doesn’t have a person to make full use of it with.

And Yes I'm not the guy in all the way I done!!
Cause i don't have a person giving me a Love,Care,Support and Warm Family.
What i having now is FUCK UP life's!

Emo Day

2009-02-22T00:15:00.000+10:00

Woke up early in the morning, couldn't get back to sleep. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I just felt really moody, sad, a lonely and left out. I have so many friends but only couple of them are my true friends. The person I trust most and I love most, where are you? The person I share all my secrets with, where are you? My no.1 and the only girl that I love, where are you? Thousands of things are flying trough my mind, millions of question hanging in my mind. I wanna get rid all of them but I couldn't. Things aren't the way that they are suppose to be and I have to fix them back all by myself...

The Sweet Valentine's Day With My Friend

2009-02-15T11:35:00.004+10:00

Yesterday is Valentine Day. But come to think of it, anything special about valentine day? I used to think that Valentine Day is a very special day for spending time with your love ones. Someone once said to me, "a couple that didn't celebrating valentine, it is like they are not loving each other enough". I used to agree to such statement, but now, not anymore. As i've grow older, explore more about how to spell 'W-O-R-L-D", understand more about the worldliness and more, then i comes to understand about love and relationship. Sometimes, in love and relationship will still back to the demand and supply curve.

Many people asked me, "How you gonna celebrate your Valentine Day?"

You know how i answered them? I said, "Valentine?? Yesterday, today and tomorrow is also Valentine Day for me. As long as I am spending time with my love ones, that is Valentine Day for me." There is no need a special day for you to celebrate your Valentine Day. To celebrate Valentine Day on 14th February every year, it's just another day of wasting double of your money. If you think that you have too much money to waste on, you can keep it with me and it might turn out to be 1% to 3% of interest in return. Why should you wasting your money on that bloody day?

It's a dream of every girl to receive flowers from the boyfriend. But I make a card for her (Hope she like it) and For me, I rather save the money up for a makan-makan or something like that. I'm too realistic... I kept thinking of saving money and spend on a more enjoyable and worth able things.

That Valentine, I spent my time with her at Soul Out, 42Below and Small Genting. I don't even treat her a good meal, flowers, movie, on that day etc. It is because we already have a nice talk on what we gonna do on Valentine Day. She understand me very much on what I want. I make her understand as well that going to be friend relationship is not everything in world. We still have a lot more time to spend together as a friend.

I have this very different experience on celebrating this Valentine Day. I feel that this Valentine for me is very very different from my past and indeed but is sweet to be with her, it is my most happy Valentine I ever had. It's full of tolerating, faithfulness, loving, kindness, understanding, and most importantly, the relationship that full of blessing. Love this Valentine so much.

Tittle: Nervous,CNY And Valentine's Day

2009-01-29T05:43:00.005+10:00

Now i really getting nervous and nervous for one thing. That's my heart operation FUCKor FCUK(WHATEVER) right?

Hmmm... i know you guys will start wonder how come i'll go for the heart operation..
Cause got one day i was pain until damn freaking can't move,so mummy and Fred(Elder Bro)ask me to do body check up see what happen! so i went, the next day i going to take my report that time the doctor said got few of my heart "salur darah" was stuck and because of that the blood cannot pump to the heart there and is very hard, so that's why sometime my heart will like damn fucking pain and pain until my whole body can roll on the floor.
And doctor say all this thing happen is because i drink Alcohol and Liquor damn freaking a lot...is it?
But seriously one week i confirm i cannot miss at least 3times for my drink man.

But now during CNY the Beer,Red wine,White wine or Liquor in front of me i can't drink at all! Shit Man!! I just can see all my cousins,aunts and uncles all drink like mad. And also got one girl and she the only one asked me not to drink on this month and next month start if i wan to drink just can drink one week once and just only one cup. Erm..okay i'll keep my words to you ya! No worries.

Haiz don't talk about CNY already. My cny is totally S**K man! cannot celebrate at all but just can get Angpao from all my mother side relatives. Even thought i didn't celebrate cny but how also my house got do cny gathering and also have a cny reunion dinner with all my relatives. And this year cny almost all the time is i sleep at home for 24hrs.wakaka!!

Just only yesterday the 2nd day of the cny night i went to Bernard house and see my friends gambling and just sit at aside to see them play. And 3rd day of cny i woke up at 6pm all because of one person keep on calling me until he wake me up and ask me to go work at MOS to help them take pics. so i just say "oh...okay..please don't keep on calling me next time"(WITH MY BLUR VOICE)
After finish photo shooting at Mos around 1pm then i start to get my ass off from there and on my way to jason house for BBQ party and then heading to Azamos and play Pool with Marcus.

Anyway i hope everything will be fine for me during the operate.
Lazy wan to do update my blog already.
And i totally can't wait for the date coming 8th of Feb =)
Wowowowow...i going to enjoy my life until the max over there.

Har..Har..don't come and ask me how am i going to celebrate my Valentine's day and don't come and ask me how many roses i going to buy on that day.
For my opinion is i not going to buy any roses on that day or anythings! Cause for me is,roses is not need have to wait until 14th of Feb Valentine's day only buy for your gf. And i would be that stupid go and order roses on that day cause it will be damn freaking expensive.And for me valentine's day not need have to wait until 14th of Feb only can go celebrate. If let's say i got gf i for sure any day or everyday also can have a valentine's day with her and celebrate with her all the times. If you really love a person,i can swear to my god how many valentine's day you wan to do or you wan to celebrate also can all is depends on your heart and the love.
So far i think i'll celebrate with me,myself and I at somewhere.

Take note: Chinese New Year pictures all will upload soon!

My New Life

2009-01-29T05:25:00.003+10:00

My new life??
Ya, I'm telling how's my new life it gonna to be,
In a path of a new road,
Hoping to see the light.
Chose the path that I want,
Hopefully I wont regret.
Had to stand strong,
Alone,
Cause there is no one to support me.
Have to try my best,
So that I could have a good future,
Wont disappoint those who had hopes on me.
You called me to get out of your life,
I will.
You called me to fuck off,
I will.
I’m just a piece of blank paper,
Waiting for someone to fill in words.
This is my wish for my NEW LIFE at Aussie,
Hopefully is a good one.

Lies

2009-01-27T06:18:00.001+10:00

Lies?
Who doesn’t?
I lie,
You lie,
Everyone lies.
Some people loves to tell lie,
Some people hates to tell lie.
Different people lie about different things,
And,
Some might even lie to get what they want.
Everyone tell lies in this world,
The only different thing is,
Rather is a good lie or bad lie.
Lying,
Does it really have to be a bad thing?
Everyone says lying is bad and its wrong,
But have you thought of why that person has to lie,
What if that person has a good reason to lie?
What if that person has an objective to lie?
Lies can bring happiness,
But at the same time,
It also brings disasters.
How about you guys?
Do you all lie?
For me,
All I can say is,
I don’t lie for nothing.

Title? I dont know...

2009-01-26T08:30:00.003+10:00

I did nothing much today,
Just spend most of my time thinking,
At the same time staring at the ceiling,
Counting the number of ants on it,
But it ended up zero,
Not even a single ant wanna be in my life.

A lonely life i have,
When i looked around,
Nobody is here,
Not even my family members,
Even the close ones were far far away,
It was really heartbreaking and depressing.

When i browse through my phone list,
There is no one i can talk to,
Got someone i can talk to that is sweet ,
But i just scare she will feel im so annoying,
Maybe its my destiny or my faith,
To be in a world of my own,
One man standing alone,
And no one wants to join,
Or should i say,
Not even interested at all.

I got myself out of bed,
Looked out of the window,
I sighed,
It was the prefect picture,
A picture of reflection of my life,
The sun was no where to be found,
The clouds were all Grey in colour,
The birds immediately flew away when they saw me,
And there is a prefect word to describe it,
Lonely.

I then turned away from the window,
Walked down to my living room,
It was gloomy and quiet,
The atmosphere took away soul,
No mood to eat,
No mood to watch tv,
No mood for everything.

A moody-looking face was brought to my bed,
Here it goes again,
Lying down and forcing myself to sleep,
But i knew i couldn't,
So i just kept my mind busy by thinking.

I'm exactly like an empty shell,
A body without a soul,
Something is not right,
Something is missing in my life,
It was incomplete.

I just wish god could just cast a spell on me,
And make my life more meaningful and happy,
Or just make me fall asleep,
And never be awake forever.

The Purpose Driven Life

2009-01-26T08:09:00.002+10:00

I'm currently reading this book called The Purpose Driven Life written by Rick Warren. It is a good book to read. Thanks Fred(Elder bro) for the book Every night before i sleep i'll read one chapter. =)

Chinese New Year

2009-01-26T07:05:00.002+10:00

What i can say is i hate Chinese New Year all the while. That's it!!

It's so hard

2009-01-24T03:31:00.004+10:00

It's so hard to say "I love you" and not draw back in tears,
It's so hard to know that you're not there to help me face my fears.

It's so hard to know the phone's at reach, but I cannot see your face and just can hear your vioce,
It's so hard to know that this time breaking up is my choice.

It's so hard to see you laughing when I'm crying deep inside,
It's just so hard to find feelings and now have to make them hide.

It's so hard to live without you, when i need you more than words,
To want to scream how much I love you but hold back and not be heard.

It's so hard to sleep at night when I cannot dream of you,
It's so hard to know that you have fallen in love with someone new.

It's so hard to not start thinking you when I hear your favorite song "Always Be My Babe",
It's so hard to sit and wonder where did I go wrong?

It's so hard to live without you, if I only would have known,
I will never love another, Would I rather be alone... ?

Would I?? I need someone to guide me please!

Thank You Sweet

2009-01-23T17:09:00.002+10:00

Okay, let's back to here mine topic! today is 23th of January and i swear to my freaking god that i didn't really get to bed at all..and have a freaking nice sleep. cause still got lot things is running out from my mind! but at 8.26am in that morning i received one long msg from sweet (yw),so here is the msg that she sent it to me

Your face will not glow with happiness unless you love yourself,
The birds will not sing song unless you sing with them.
The flower will not blossom unless you water them.
The beautiful smell they carry will not breeze through the universe we take care of then,
Everything is meaningless unless you love and take care of yourself.

love yourself.

believe in yourself.

believe in your wishes.

believe in your dream.

hope and desire

Hope this msg will brighten up your day.
And thanks for everything you have done.
I do sincerely appreciate it.

Anyway i just wan to say thanks you so much!

Always Be My Baby

2009-01-23T16:45:00.003+10:00

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

In memory of my beloved grandaddy...My HERO...

2009-01-21T02:40:00.007+10:00

Up till the moment, Kong Kong drew his last breathe, I never braved myself to tell him those 3 words "I love you". I always told myself that I would say it, but in the end I never did. Its always "tomorrow", I'll tell him "tomorrow" or "maybe later when the time is right"...but never "today" or never "right now". I was always waiting for the right moment cause honestly I am afraid of the word. But I guess I missed it. I regret it every second now. Every time I remember something about him, like when my phone rings at sharp 2pm daily...i hope its his voice at the other end saying "suai ger, what u having for lunch?"..."suai ger, u coming back for dinner?"..."suai ger, my stupid wife is barking like a dog..u want to come back and take me out?"...I regret not telling him how much I loved him, how much i appreciate him for taking me under his wing when nobody wanted me and for moulding me to become who I am today.

If u love someone, don't hold back. Seize the moment, and tell them just how much they mean to you...

Before its too late....to my Really best friend (YW), best friend, parents, HERO and everything else u were....I love you Kong Kong...sorry i never said it out loud...you mean the world to me and u will always be the person I love the most...thank you for making me yours...I love you with all my heart...

And to my best friend YW yea i was asking you to ignore me start from that day the msg that i sent it to you!
but i just wanna you to know no matter how also i'll wait for you that's it! Don't care you got admire or you got the person that you love right now..i still will wait for you!
Just remember to tell your granny u love him/her or your love one or you are waiting the gal that you love one just tell them you love them!

Rest in Peace to my beloved grandfather - 26th Oct 1920 - 19th January 2009 -Nirvana Memorial Park Kuala Lumpur.
-Buddhist/Taoist Funeral Services - NV GOLDEN(A)

You'll always be on my mind and in my heart...

Word of the day: Ma Chau Hai

2009-01-15T15:37:00.000+10:00

Fuck it. Today there will not be any word of the day. Wait wait. I think so I have. The word for the day is: 'Ma Chau Hai'. Well, in simple layman English, it basically means "Mother Smelly Vagina". Hey, isn't this what I'm feeling right now? How can it be the word of the day? Okay okay, enough of all the cock stories!

Main problem now is I fucking lost my cellphone! Gahhh! Really 'mch' lorh. Went breakfast with my cousin at Tai Thong just now and once I reached home, i noticed that my cellphone is not with me. It's not in my pocket nor is it left in the car! Where the hell could it be? The last time I used it was to call my cousin when I reached her house. I'm so frustrated now that I have called my number for a bezillion times but no one is picking up! Diu! Very expensive lorh this dimsum breakfast LOL costed me a fortune (cellphone). Or is it a destiny? Maybe God knows that my birthday is coming this year July so he purposely lost my handphone and wanted "someone" to get me an iPhone! But I’ll from my HTC Touch Dual update to get one HTC Diamond Pro and the iPhone I’ll ask my elder bro get it for me during my Birthday *wink wink* *hint hint*

I'm not that fussy so I don't mind getting an iPhone first generation instead of the 3g iPhone. Apart from that, give me a 8 gig iPhone first generation also okay with me! Gahhh! I'm going insane! How the fuck am I going to live without a cellphone?! Modern era: cellphone is more to like an underwear. Do you leave home without your underwear? NO right! So how can I go out without a cellphone?! Curse you Tai Thong - called them but they told me that they will help me find later cause they are very busy right now? Diu kao you! I know that I will never go Tai Thong again! No initiative at all lorh. Palia! I will inform all my relatives and friends to NOT dine at Tai Thong due to their HMC service! knnbccb I will not even purchase moon cakes from there ever!

+ I will feel a lot better if I get an iPhone on 1st July 2009. *wink wink* *hint hint* Okay la. Scared you all not 'seng muk' enough, so I shall shout out loud now, "1st July will be my 22st birthday and I would be more than glad if someone could get me an iPhone" Gahhh! But I’ll from my HTC Touch Dual update to HTC Diamond Pro.wakakaka.. I need a cellphone now T.T I miss my N80

Ya im back!!

2009-01-15T05:56:00.003+10:00

What a good news for me when i reach.Hahaha.. Damn freaking happy cause heard my parents said my grandpa is doing well. But he still in ICU -SJMC. Haiz.. Grandpa grandpa..what happen to you huh? please be strong a bit le... cause we all don't wan like haven't reach one year and lost two persons le.. ya i know you really sad on that time when you saw grandma pass away on last year April. But can you don't like sad until didn't take care of yourself at all. And you have to know you own self also got cancer okay. So Please do take care yourself and listen what we say okay. Ya, wanna to tell you one thing that is your elder grandson mean my elder bro is coming back to m'sia to see you. So be strong a bit and take you meal on time and listen the nurse instruction please!

Hmmm, after visit my granny so i went and do some shopping for myself. Btw, when i step into the shopping mall that time the feeling is totally SUCK. So went in all the brander shop one by one and i find out this year clothes is like not really suit me at all..Yuck...Phiew!! For me is do shopping le..better go to oversea and shop. Wowow..i Love it man!!

Ya, the time is running off already going to say Adios to m'sia.. yea, I'll going back to Brisbane soon and is fall on 8th of Feb 2009..mean after Chinese New Year. before that my flight will be stop at Gold Coast Air port after that the next day 9th of Feb 2009 i'll from Gold Coast Air port heading to Sydney for my one month holidays with my elder brother and friends. mean both of us will be staying at the Gold Coast Air port for few hours and meet up all my aussie friends and my brother frineds then flight to Sydney..Haha.. i really can't wait for the time pass that slow! wtf!! how also i felt Aussie life style is suitable for me =) M'sia?? hahaha.. i can say my thumb turn it to down hope you guys get what i mean!

Ohya, today after see my granny and shopping.. i straight away heading to M.O.S to meet ssense and nesh up.
so chit chat with them awhile and see they spinning. after that ssense come to me and say gavin let's go makan.. i ask why?? and he told me the whole day he didn't makan at all i was like showing him my fuck up silly face wakaka.. so i ask him let's go makan at station one he say okay. When that time he start eating he come and tell me..gavin April both of us go Paris for vacation!! Listen probably lo..is Paris and is not Perlis okay.. hehehe.. I asked him why all of sudden you come and ask me go paris with you ? he say he wan to go there pay a visit to his friend and is a girl friend..and i don't know why suddenly my mouth say OKAY,SURE NO PROBLEM!! On!! then he say he'll let me know the date when we going.. wowowow.. hmmm... too bad this time and that i got gf or not. if i don't have gf then i'll go with ssense, if lim peh got gf i sure bring her along to Paris for vacation and her flight ticket and everything all on me. Too bad la..this time i have to go with my batang and my batang friend (ssense) wakakaka!! So did you guys know if a couple vacation to Paris is damn fucking romantic place huh?? and their LV things all is damn fucking cheap..wan to know why i say couple go paris is the nice place?? check it out yourself and find more info for yourself ya!

Wowowowow!!! i just realize that my age 20 to 22 years old is like keep on traveling and spending money like water.. hmmm.. whatever.. earn aussie money of cause and for sure i'll back to m'sia or go to other country place and spend the money like water.. and who care??

Kla gtg bed already night!chaoz..

Boring day

2009-01-14T01:24:00.004+10:00

Actually today i was doing nth much! cause today lim peh woke up at 2 or 3 something.
ya so start lying on my bed and check my phone msg..so i start replay Milkos and Emelyn msg.
cause last night maybe 3 of us having some short misunderstanding for some case =).
so at here i just wanna to take my opportunity to say sorry to both of them.

After that start online and see back all the poem that i wrote for someone that i going after. hehehe .. lame right?
ya i know is lame,cause write poem is 1 of my hobbies when i having my emo time.
after around 8something went for my dinner then went to friend house and start drinking beer and talk cock..

Hahaha ya today one of my friend when we start drinking that time and he teach me how to look the "Hunter starts" from the sky =)
cool wei, and i really know how to look for it ..thanks dude.

Night guys. see you around
cheers...

Found out something in my old notebook

2009-01-14T01:11:00.003+10:00

heyy, this is something old i found in my old notebook. wrote it when i tried to kao her and i was super ego during Nov :D

Tried to catch her eye,
but ~~she never realised.~~
or was it a fact she tried to deny?

Cause she was stuck up in her ego,
everytime you try to say hello.
she’d turn around and ask you to go.

but if you listen deep inside,
her heart cries for you when you pass her by,
she craved for you while she lived this lie.

maybe if youcomealittlecloser,
or even stay little longer,
someday, just someday.
you’ll finally understand her,
and the pain she suffers.

So sweet how you doing right now?

In a hyper mood

2009-01-13T21:55:00.000+10:00

wow!!!

i felt so fucking good on a tuesday afternoon.

received a call in the morning *from someone* to tell me about the good news.

and nope, im not gonna tell what it is yet.

it must be a sign that this is gonna be a fabulous week for me..

muahahahhahahhaah.......

and to those who looked down on me,

thinks im good at nothing, well...

FUCK YOU!!!

go fuck yourself on the mirror.

yeah, i mean it!

yippie yippie yay yay!!

have a good day, ppl..

Because im a guy

2009-01-12T22:54:00.003+10:00

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the Girl and their mistakes.
You give them all your heart,
and then they rip it all away...
You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be.
And i believed in you, i thought that
you would set me free...

You should've just told me the truth
That i wasn't the guy for you...
Still i didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you...
Whoah
Although i'll say 'i hate u' now
Although i'll shout and curse you out...
I'll always have love for you
Because i am a guy

Been told a girl will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored...
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all still i just cry
Never again will i be fooled, to give my all
When nothing's true...
I won't be played again,
but i will fall in love again...

don't take advantage of a guy's willingness
to do anything for love
and him caring instinct
i didn't know that to be born as a guy
and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a guy, to whom love is everything

the pain
it's not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but I know now
I've been blind
you told me that you'd never let me down
whenever I needed you
you'd always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
even though you hurt me
I still love you

There's someone I'm in love with..
Although I can't be with her now..
I'm still in love with her...

All this is for my sweet,
I know im far away from,
Hopefully you'll take a good care for yourself..
Don't fall a sick again.

By Gavz

I ❤ my new GUESS™ watch and belt

2009-01-12T16:29:00.015+10:00

Flash Back **

Finally got myself a new watch and belt. Got both of it from GUESS AEON Bukit Tinggi last week weekend when I having my freaking free day. Before shopping, friends and me went for lunch at Lavender (again) (:

Anyway, back to the topic. To be honest, I wanted a watch so damn badly since so long ago. Well, my previous SWATCH was bought my my mummy almost 4 years ago and it was time for me to get a new replacement. As in the Chinese saying "old one don't go, new one won't come". LOL Got to ❤ this new watch as my friend helped me choose it. Actually I had been in ❤ with a GC (it's GUESS Collection for you douchebags) since beginning of this year. But didn't manage to buy it because of the fucking hefty price tag slapped on it. It was unreasonably priced at RM1k+. Gahhh! Super yeng lor the GC but have to end up with a normal GUESS. Haiy~ Financially tight T.T

๑۩۞۩๑.｡..·* GUESS *·. .｡.๑۩۞۩๑

๑۩۞۩๑.｡..·* The 'gaya' box *·. .｡.๑۩۞۩๑
๑۩۞۩๑.｡..·* Got to ❤ their monogram *·. .｡.๑۩۞۩๑

๑۩۞۩๑.｡..·* The Dial *·. .｡.๑۩۞۩๑

๑۩۞۩๑.｡..·* To proof it's legit *·. .｡.๑۩۞۩๑

๑۩۞۩๑.｡..·* How it look on me *·. .｡.๑۩۞۩๑

Oh and not to forget, I also got a new belt from GUESS. Sort of like formal style to me. But can be used for casual wear as well. Kool! Wanted to get a new belt cause the one that my daddy got me from Germany is badly scratched and the leather is sort of like in a bad condition. Apart from that, my casual belt (also from GUESS) needs a partner too (: Time for new one. Yippie! Main point of getting meself a new belt is also because most of my friends said that I purchased the belt from those black men who sells these kinda belts! And to add salt to wound, they said that I look like Sabah 'kia'! Dulan anot?! Simple description of my new GUESS belt - Brown leather with G marking the spot. Super yeng also!

๑۩۞۩๑.｡..·* G marks the spot*·. .｡.๑۩۞۩๑

๑۩۞۩๑.｡..·* GUESS *·. .｡.๑۩۞۩๑

๑۩۞۩๑.｡..·* To proof it's legit *·. .｡.๑۩۞۩๑

๑۩۞۩๑.｡..·* Skull with angels buckle *·. .｡.๑۩۞۩๑

๑۩۞۩๑.｡..·* Super duper uber yeng *·. .｡.๑۩۞۩๑

๑۩۞۩๑.｡..·* To proof it's legit *·. .｡.๑۩۞۩๑

Total used for the day = RM700+. Felt like a sucker punch landed heavily on me. But oh well, it hurts only on the end of the month. teehee (:

Shopping-aDdict

2009-01-12T16:23:00.001+10:00

Since day 1 of working or should I say since earning my first bucket of gold, I've started to become a shopping addict. Previously during college or when i aussie, I do shop too but now, I shop freely without me parents bugging me. Whoa~ care-free shopping can. Nice, but haven't finish my sentence YET. Care-free shopping with a fucking low budget. Damn! Potong steam eh? lol One more thing, i shop ONLY during the first two weeks of the month. GAHH!!!

Here're the top 10 shopping items that I like the most from my closet:

1. GUESS leather belt.

Well many people have criticized me for owning and wearing this belt. They said that it looks very "mah chan-ish". GAHH!! I could sum up that my friends don't have a fashion icon look unlike me or should i say they have no fashion sense... AT ALL. Got this belt on the eve of CNY cause it looked so hardcore emo and stuffs... Don't you fashionistas out there agree with me? the skull, the angels, the emo-look. 1 word to sum up this belt: YENG!

2. FCUK t-shirt

This is my first FCUK. Brand wise very yeng but price wise = fuck. LOL I mean, don't y'all get what i mean? A piece of shirt with the word F+C+U+K which costs RM150 minimum? Outragous lorh! French Connection United Kingdom = I didn't even see any FCUK shop during my visit to France last year. Thought i could grab some shirts there for a bargained price. GAHH!! But back to the topic, this FCUK shirt of mine is really gratifying, ain't it?

3. TOPMAN shorts

I don't really have many shorts and I don't really fancy those shorts with lotsa strings to it. Felt it was kinda ah beng-ish *lol* This TOPMAN grey sheen tailored shorts will always be my all-time favourites. Plain and semi-formal is the only description for it. Brownish grey stripes which looks totally awesome on me.

4. TOPSHOP plain tees

Really worth it's price. RM35 for a piece and for the second piece, there's a 25% discount! Worth it or not? Dai dou lan lorh! Bought 1 black + 1 white TOPMAN baseball neck teeshirt. Fits me perfectly but there's something that really bugs me when i put on that white tee. It freaking exposes me lil' sexy nipples lorh! Bo steam already. Nipple patch? Did I hear nipple patch from you guys? Hell no! Men don't apply patches on their nipples wan lor! Tees with visible nipples already gay-ish enough. If put on nipple patch, doubles the gay-ness. Then can totall ownage jo! ComboGay! Till now, i'm using a chic and cheap vest from Padini to cover up my "lin tek" ROFL

5. TOPSHOP shorts

Second pair of shorts that I got from TOPMAN, is this white smart shorts. Very light grey and seeing from a distance, it actually looks white. Plain and formal and cool but.. but with a very affordable price. 100+ only. Another bargain!

6. TOPSHOP jeans

Latest edition to my closet is this TOPMAN grey washed slim leg jeans which has those shiny glossy effect. Kudos to TOPMAN for making this jeans WITH FUCKED UP BUTTONS as a zip! Before wearing it and during testing, it looks great on me. But after wearing it out, the buttons are totally unpractical and is a pest! Imagine yourself in a hurry (for washroom that is), you have to unbutton 4 buttons! knn If open small than the worst you get is a pair of wet jeans that smell a lil' like pee. But try putting yourself in a scenario that you open BIG. I mean real BIG! You end up being a sohai as your undies is soiled with poop and you stink! LOL

7. TOPSHOP shoes

Third shoes in my closet now is this TOPSHOP white "kooky" plimsoll. Priced at RM153 and after reducing 10% for F3 member card, totals at RM138 only. 100% cotton makes this pair of soles a heaven for me. Forget about Nike Airforce when you go out hangkai cause it is UNCOMFORTABLE. Guys, trust me. I have 2 pairs of Airforces. Compared to this canvas shoe which has an excellent air flow which makes your feet feel FRESH! Those with hongkong feet will enjoy this soles.

8. ZARA formal shoes

One of the (with the slang EE) most cheap and affordable leather shoes that you can get. I mean seriously, where do you get leather shoes for just RM190? It's either Zara is really downgrading themself or it's me who has a bigger spending power? Well the shoe had a old-school laces type which makes the ladies go ohhhhh when they see me. ROFL Just a joke. Looooovvee this pair of shoes.

+Edit+ screw Zara with their shoes. It lasted for less than 6 months. Gahhh! The sole of it was ripped open due to my vigorous shit-loads of hardcore work momentums! This pair of shoes are now Rest-ing In Peace in my garbage! Booo~~

9. Hush Puppies formal shoes

Got this when my former shoes had holes at its sole - which co-incidently makes me end up with a pair of wet and stinky socks each time kitchen is being washed! double gahhh! Had a bargain for this pair of soles. Only RM200+ lorh! But it's not that yeng. Kill me can.

10. +To Be Coming+

The Dark Knight

2009-01-10T05:19:00.001+10:00

Today woke up damn freaking early and i really got nothing to d. So i went to search some funny video clip from youtube.

So Mates Please WATCH!! PLEASEEE!!! TOLONG Lah!!

A Person's Character Will Determine His Future

2009-01-10T04:15:00.000+10:00

I realize that this few months, I've been keep talking about relationship and leadership a lot. I feel that this 2 are very important thing for one's future. If you don't have either of them, do you think you will have a bright future to live in peace? Well, for me, I don't think you will ever live in peace if you don't have a good relationship and good leadership.

Some will say that it is not necessary to have leadership in your life, because not everyone will want to be leader. But, if you don't have leadership, will you lead yourself successfully? If you don't have leadership, will you organize well of you punctuality in time? In working field, all what they want is time-management. If you don't have leadership, will you success in your own time management? Will you ever success in your working field?

And some will say that to be a good leader, relationship is not really important. The relationship I'm talking here is the relationship about family, friends, customers, etc.. If you don't have a good relationship, will you success to be a leader? A good relationship here also mean that you must have a good communication and manner with those people i mentioned. When you communicate with your customer, are you going to talk to them sacarstically, rude, etc..?? If you behave in this manner, do you think that customer will ever come to you again?

If you ask me what is the link of family relationship with leadership and working field and here's my answer. When you firstly come into working field, who will know who the heck are you? If not because of your family members telling their friends of what is your job and trying to advertise for you, who are you in the market? You as a business person, where you gonna get support from market? Do you think market nowadays will just simply go to a stranger to buy stuff? If you ever have a bad relationship in family, see and watch out how you gonna be success in your working field. Do you think you will? Think twice before answer me.

To be a leader is not an easy job. It is depends on your characteristic. Whether you're a good leader or not, people can judge you from the way you talk, behave, and act. People can read you through your body language. So, change yourself before people change your life by not supporting you. I will not say that i'm a successful or a good leader, but I'm still doing my best to be one. I'm not success to be a leader yet because I admit that I don't have a good relationship with family but I'm doing my best to repair the broken holes. I am going to prove to the world that I will be one. And in future, I am one successful leader.

Chinese New Year Around the World

2009-01-09T17:54:00.009+10:00

Ya, Chinese New Year is around the corner. And all of sudden i flash back previous how i celebration my Chinese New Year with my family member and friends. So im at here wanna to share with you guys bout Chinese New Year Traditional things and stuff.

Chinese the world over celebrate Chinese New Year. Life comes to a grinding halt as people make their way back home to spend time with family and friends. Two of the most recognizable symbols of the new year are mandarin oranges and red packets.

The mandarin oranges are given to family and friends as a sign of good fortune. In Cantonese, the humble mandarin orange is known as “kum” which sounds just like the word for gold. So in essence, we’re giving wealth when we give the fruit.

And the red packets are what children look forward to. They receive them from their elders. Inside each packet is money, usually in even denominations. Tradition says that elders and married couples should give red packets to singles, no matter their age, which often leads to the question of “When are you getting married?” when giving out the hong pow or ang pao as they are also called.

In Southeast Asia, unique foods not eaten elsewhere are part of the celebrations. There are pineapple tarts with more pineapple than tart and coconut biscuits called kueh bangkit that melt in your mouth. In Malaysia and Singapore, the most famous dish is Yu Sheng. It’s a colorful salad made of paper-thin slices of raw fish, finely grated cucumbers, carrots and other crunchy veggies, then garnished with candied melon and topped with crackers, red and white pickled ginger, pomelo sacs, sesame seeds, jellyfish and peanuts. All this is drizzled with a sweet plum sauce.

The family stands around the Yu Sheng and with chopsticks, start to toss the ingredients as high as they can, calling out their wishes for the new year as they do so. It’s messy. It’s fun. It’s delicious. It’s too bad we get to play with our food only once a year.

So another year has passed and we now starts a new year again. Let's hope new year brings good changes to ourselves, our family, and our nation. For those who celebrates, i would like to congrats you all: Happy Chinese New Year 2009

May this Cow year brings something better than last year.
Cheers...

p/s: lionel... CNY i sure going to you house and drink with your dad's. And hazeeq you wan to come to my house during CNY and get 1st 50bucks angpao from my parents?? anyway tell you what the 50bucks just for the first person who come my house le. So first come first get la.

[WongFeiHung, the Legendary chinese foLk hero]

2009-01-08T04:07:00.012+10:00

Today i waNna tok about Wong Fei Hung, (ya~no more cock story Ledi... Later he dunwan frend me Ledi!) Wong Fei Hung is aLmost a househoLd name among chinese coMmunity, aLmost.... i think the youngEr generation donT reaLLy know who is WongFeiHung aLso.... nevertheLeSs for those who donT know who he is..... i prepared a brief intro as to who tis Legend is.... a short description taken from Wikipedia:

WongFeiHung
(Traditional Chinese: 黃飛鴻;
Simplified
Chinese: 黄飞鸿;
Pinyin: Huáng Fēihóng;
Cantonese Yale: Wòng
Fēihùng)
(July 9, 1847–March 25, 1924)
Was a healer, martial artist and
revolutionary who became a Chinese folk hero often described as the "Chinese
Robin Hood".As a healer and medical doctor, he practiced and taught acupuncture
and other forms of traditional Chinese medicine at his 'PoChiLam' (寶芝林) clinic
in Foshan, where he was known for his compassion and policy of treating any
patient.A museum dedicated to Wong has been built in Foshan (Translate as Buddha Hill *I think*).Wong was a master of the Chinese martial art Hung Gar. He
systematized the predominant style of Hung Gar and choreographed its version of
the famous Tiger Crane Paired Form Fist, which incorporates his "Ten Special
Fist" techniques. Wong was famous for his skill with the technique known as the
"No Shadow Kick".WongFeiHung also became adapt at using weapons such as the
long wooden staff and the southern tiger fork. Soon after, stories began
circulating about his mastery of these weapons. One story recounts how he
defeated a 30-man gang on the docks of Canton using the staff.Wong is sometimes
included in the Ten Tigers of Canton (ten of the top martial arts masters in
Guangdong towards the end of the Qing Dynasty (1644–1912), a group to which his
father WongKeiYing belonged).Source : Wikipedia

now... after you know who is WongFeiHung Ledi i waNna teLL u aLL a joke thatS reLated to him wan. Long Long time ago in Foshan, China, WongFeiHung got open tis martiaL arts skOoL wan n itS customary among aLL the martial arts skOoL's Sifu to chaLLenge each other to see who is more powderfuL among aLL.

needLeSs to say, since WongFeiHung so fehmes of coz got many many Sifus from other martiaL arts skOoL come to chaLLenge him La!

then come one day his arch rivaL SekKeen join hand wit another sifu from anoder martiaL arts skOoL to come chaLLenge WongFeiHung. they even bring aLong aLL their studentS to watch the fight, aLong the way they aLso performEd Lion dance to kinda heLp bOost moraLe among themseLf La.

news of them kambing spread Like wiLd faiyer LiDdat.... LeongFoon a student of WongFeiHung ran back to PohChiLam to convey the news to his master.

LeongFoon: sifu sifu! SekKeen kambing wit anoder sifu to chaLLenge u.

WongFeiHung: yaka? how many pEepLe kambing?

LeongFoon: i count count got about 40 pEepLes Ler sifu.

WongFeiHung: HmMm~ GYokeWing! bring my red ong kungfu shirt kam!!! *(GYokeWing is aLso a student of WongFeiHung which is quite weLL known)

GYokeWing: nah sifu, your red ong kungfu shirt.

SekKeen n anoder sifu aRrive sOon after that n they start fighting, itS a 2 on 1 fight.... at first WongFeiHung sEemS to be outnumbered but sOon after that, WongFeiHung manageD to kick their aSs wit his seLf created "tiger crane paired form fist" (fOo hock siong ying kuen)

admiting defeat, SekKeen n anoder sifu Left PohChiLam wit aLL their students. WongFeiHung aLso suFfered abit cutS n bruiseS resuLted from the fight just now. he sit down n rest.... that is when LeongFoon come n tok to him:

LeongFoon: wuah sifu! your tiger crane paired form fist" dem terRra! weck them kaw kaw fast fast run!

WongFeiHung: LeongFoon dun lansi... we Learn kungfu eh pEepLe kenot Lansi wan ok?!

LeongFoon: yes sifu.... sifu ar, y just now u ask GYokeWing to take out your ong red kungfu shirt one har? reaLLy ong ka?

WongFeiHung: this is my secret technic ler.... just now itS 2 against one... not a fair fight, so i figureD if i wear red kungfu shirt Later kena chop aLso PpL derno i bLeEding mah! Lidat can safe face La!

LeongFoon: wuah sifu u very smart Ler!!! saLute saLute!

WongFeiHung: no nid shine my shoes La... go cLean up the place fast.

meanwhile SekKeen couLdnT shaLLow his pride being defeated by WongFeiHung, this time he pLaNned to join hands wit 6 others matial art sifuS n go chaLLenge WongFeiHung together-gether. they pLan n pLan this for wEekS n finaLLy come the day where aLL 7 of them together-gether do Lion dance marching from SekKeen martial artS skOoL to PohChiLam.

again LeongFoon run back to PohChiLam to convey the message to his sifu....

LeongFoon: sifu sifu~ dai wok la sifu! diu Lar diu Lar!

WongFeiHung: what what? jou mud 7 so dai wok?!

LeongFoon: haiLat La sifu! SekKeen n 6 other sifuS kambing here to chaLLenge you! if count aLL their studentS got more than 200 pEepLe!!!

WongFeiHung: 9hai La! 200 PpLs?!

LeongFoon: sifu how ar?! how ar?! we run jeok chou Lar~ Leng mou?

WongFeiHung: cibai Lu! i not baLLeSs one ok? i donT run from a fight wan! die die La! i wiLL pLotek the honor of my famiLy!

LeongFoon: wuah sifu, u so hero Lar! i very the admire Lu! i wiLLing to die with u!

WongFeiHung: GYokeWing! come here!

GYokeWing: sifu, i come Ledi... u want me to bring your ong red kungfu shirt iZzit?!

WongFeiHung: NO NO NO! this time i want u to bring me my ong cokLat kaLer kungfu pantS fast fast!

muaHaHaHaHaHaHaHa

Note: i think tis joke aLso not much ppl wiLL get the punch Line Ler.... nvm nvm try n c... if kenot understand onLy i explain ok?!

I'm so far away from you

2009-01-07T21:32:00.003+10:00

I’m so f a r a w a y from whereyouare,
a million miles far, worlds apart,
still yet under the same moon and stars.

But things would change and i would miss,
miss the lips that i could kiss,
and of all the the promises, we promised.

When the sun comes out,
i’ll be wondering where it would shine.
i’ll struggle from nightmares to find.
find your face that the sunshine would light up.

and as far away from where you stand,
i’ll miss you, holding my hand,
singing the songs from my favourite band,
hiding under the sheets just staring at each other without a plan.

You’ll tap on my door three times,
i’ll sneak out in the middle of the night.
and we hold on to whatever besides time,
anything, but time.

But we won’t leave the days goodbye,
we can sit and count as the days goes by,
till the time comes and you’ll be mine,
but Sweet don’t you worry, i’ll be fine.

Nwe Year Eve

2009-01-06T16:41:00.057+10:00

Hahahaha!!! anyway here is my new year eve pics..btw i really lazy wan to update my bloggie! jz all of sudden got one pretty gal inside my msn keep on asking me update my new year eve blog..

this is how we kacau old ppl wakakaka!!
oi..aunt look here la...puki...ask u to look her u smiling wit other side!

all waiting for countdown!

saw the crowd??

Chloe and her Husband

Haz and chole

Chloe and Venice

Poser =)

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Gavz and Mei fenn

saw that he is the 1st drunker on that night wakaka! LOSER!!

The pic is leading US to hell!! wakakaka!!

And this is the pic leading US to Heaven!! =)

Hell hell hell...here we come =)

Say Bye 2008

2008-12-31T03:19:00.005+10:00

Goodbye year 2008, and say Hello 2009. Actually nothing to let me flash back bout my 2008 things. Cause im the person whose Happy, Easy, Sad go lucky. But one of the thing it wont be change or not to change is my emo attitude, cause im the person who like to keep all my sadness to myself even thought i was sad right now. but i wont show it out to you guys i just will keep on smile in front to you guys =).

Anyway and now, 2009 is coming. Still planning for year 2009. I don't have resolution every year, but i have target on what should I do in that year. Always the same problem which is I didn't write down and I forget about my target and boom boom boom... Some of my target didn't achieve. I think now i must write down my target so that I will have to see back my list what I still didn't achieve in the next year.

I think by tomorrow or 1st January 2009, I will come out with my target. I think mostly is about financial and things which I wanna do. And I think will include some love languages and family love in my target. Still thinking about it.. Haha~

Till here, cause tomorrow i will heading to Genting Highland to celebrate my new year eve over there and also will celebrate Ms Au dad's birthday with Ssense, Venice( ssense gf ), Albert, Albert gf, lionel, Hazeeq, Ms Au, Ms Au Husband's, Ms Au Parents, Ms Au brother's, Ms Au brother gf's, Ms Au 2 lil cute daugther's and Me =)

So i stop until here good night...~
all the new year eve pics will upload when im back =)
see you guys..
and wish you guys Happy New Year In Advance...
Cheersss...

Signs

2008-12-30T03:31:00.001+10:00

Jin jia(In English is call very very) Creative .
Must see !

KK@World's 决战三世祖

2008-12-29T14:58:00.001+10:00

Euphoria MOS 27.12.2008

2008-12-29T03:40:00.057+10:00

Ya, all the pics at over here is i took from MOS. Anyway got one good news just wan to share with you guys is start from next week i will be working at MOS as a Photographer. =) So you guys must be so curious how come i can get this job right? good question! okay, this story is start like this. You guys also know i know all the deejay friends right? and one of my Deejay Ssense is my best friend. So he like to take pics like nobody business and me too =). So when Ssense spinning is from Wednesday until Saturday then i'll always follow him and help him to take all the art pics or the pics that when he was spinning. So when he spinning that time i just took few of his pics then i will hanging around alone with the camera and start helping those big group gangs or couple to take they pics. After that all of sudden one of my friend name call Jacky and he is one of the personal in charge in MOS, so after i help all the stranger finish taking their pics then me and nesh friend name call Fire walk to the bar and start order 3 jug of beer and obviously both of us pull Jacky come and join us for drink. So on that time we start chit chat bullshiting and so suddenly he said to me Gavz you got camera right? i say ya and i ask why? then he say he saw me keep on help peoples taking their pics . so he need my help to help him take the EUPHORIA MOS PICS that is the dance show gals have to go take pics with few of the Euphoria MOS customers after that he need the pics to upload to Euphoria MOS Website then i say sure shouldn't be a problem. And he told me that actually Euphoria MOS got photographer "BUT" today he keep on calling the photographer and the asshole didn't answer his call at all. so he got piss off and Jacky told me that the photographer is a GAY. when i heard it that time my reaction is like WTF man. So after finish talk bout all the things and finish taking all the pics jacky came in front me and tell me Gavz how much you wan me to pay you? i was like stoned man cause that time i can't catch up he saying, so he say how much you wan me to pay for just now all the shooting, i say no need to count until like that i just willing to help you out and i tell him one thing is i not really pro enuff for all the shooting yet and not pro as like Andy Kho. so no need to charges. Then he told me that start from next week he wan me to become a part time photographer for MOS and he will give me the MOS pass for walking in and out without checking or cover charge. so i say okay to him. But at last i told him start from now i still learning if i get very pro enuff then i will ask you for my shooting pay per night how much and he said sure no problem. woooohoooo....
You guys know what when Euphoria closing that time all the customer already went off and just left Andy(White guy-Euphoria Head officer in charge) Nesh,Ssense,Michelle,Patrick ,D & Me and few MOS worker was sitting down at The DEQ then start chit chat so all of sudden everyone start asking Ssense, bro since when you got personal photographer follow you? is it gavz is your photographer right now? you guys know what the TAMBY reply? ya he's my photographer. when he voice out to them that time, i totally shy man cause everyone was looking at me.. and they say good not bad.. =_=" then we start drinking beer until quite late only left from MOS. So that is how i got my part time photographer at MOS. See you guys at MOS ya! Night!

By Gavz

Gavz(Part time photographer in MOS)

D & her fren

D = Donkey wakaka!! Oooopsss...

Gavz, Jacky(MOS Officer) & D

Muka miang!! =)

PRIVATE = PERVERT

PERVERT face

D & Gavz

Gavz & Nesh

Sssense

Donkey face

Lovely Couple

Donkey and Tamby

Tamby "Ssense"

Another One Pervert face from Ssense

Orang Indonesia

Deejay Nesh

Welcoming for 2009. Cheers =)

Nesh

Ssense

Tamby

Christmas Eve Pictures Part. 2

2008-12-27T16:20:00.048+10:00

Christmas Eve 24.12.08 Til 25.12.08

2008-12-27T04:35:00.072+10:00

Har..har.. let's talk bout how i celebrate my Christmas eve. First i woke up early in the morning and i start online until 3something in the afternoon. After that i went to get myself ready and change all. So i get myself done everything all, i start taking my house decoration for the Christmas eve and start cam whore. Around 4 something plus i start heading to my friend house and meet him up and waiting for him to get himself done. At the moment when i was waiting hazeeq that time all of sudden my brain flash back and told me my car still got some of the part car sound system haven't tune yet. so i ask him have to get himself done before 5pm cause i need to go to my friend workshop to tune back all my car sound system hehe..

After done my car all i start heading to take my dinner with hazeeq then when to pick lionel's up around 6.30 to 7pm like that.you guys know why i have to pick them up that early ?? cause nowadays the government was building new bridge at klang town so it will damn freaking jam. Second is we have to meet hazeeq pet sis up at BU Mcd,cause his sis Chloe Wong don't even know how to go to RAW Club,Solaris.

When we reach BU there already. 3of us went to Starbucks and get few cup of coffee and star our chit chat again while when we was waiting for Chloe. So around 10pm like that 4 of us reach the RAW and i start to move my ass to get my table that i reserver from Chloe Chan ..start order 3jug of beer n so on. After that i went to meet my brotherhood that is DJssense,DJ Low,Chloe Chan,Venice Tan(Ssense Gf) and so on..

Oh ya, tell you guys what!! On that night DJ Low was asking me become the photographer in RAW Club and i start using the Canon EOS 40D Kit II to start keep on taking all RAW peoples pics and also the crowd over there. hey, you guys have to see all the pics that i took and give me some comment. No matter the pics that i took is nice or not nice also have to give me some comment ya.With a lot of thanks! =) But so sad for my pic just a few for that =( cause become photographer is wan to take pic with my gangs and friend have to asked ssense to take for me.

by Gavz

Chloe,Venice,Gavz,Diona and Low (Saw that I'm a gals MAGNET!!)

DJssense

DJ Low & DJssense

Chloe Wong & Hazeeq

Venice,Chloe Chan & Diona

Diona & Chloe Chan

DJ Low & DJ Suhiamie

DJ Suhaimie

Low

DJssense & DJ Suhaimie

Venice butt

Venice,DJssense,Chole Chan & Diona

Lovely Couple

CH &Chooi Kit

Cherly & her frens

DJssense & his Bukit Aman frens

Vincent,Melvin,Marcus and (sorry don't know your name) My Junior from La Salle Klang.

Cherly & her frens

So here is the pics that i took for that night and so sorry i been upload for half, cause still got lot pics with Low and the camera is ssense one. So Low just ask me to take down all the pics only and also i waiting him to pass all the Christmas eve pics to me after he transfer all the pics in his laptop and his facebook event photo album =)

Ya, that night i really going to be drunk man..cool i love it...even thought having a sad life but keep on drinking until almost get hyper that kind of feeling is damn good. especially when you driving that time wowowo..
i love it..hahah..cause on that time after the party ssense asked me to fetch his gf back to USJ2 that time hahaha...i can tell you guys i really felt so high and when the head keep on headache =) luckily got lionel hehe..cause he is the one who go and buy coffee for me at the petrol station when on the way send Venice back to USJ2.

After club on the way send Venice back and having a drunk face with my Nescafe

So the next day 25th of Dec i woke up went and wash up everything and start online.check mail and so on...so of sudden ssense ring me up ask me go MOS for the Christmas Day Santa Rave & Ma sh Up cause on that night he spinning at MOS The Deq. So my respond to him is sure no prob..hahaha!!

One more thing to inform you guys is start from next week 1st of Jan DJssense will be spinning at MOS from Wednesday to Saturday for every weeks and he also ask me to go MOS for this four days when he spinning. So i also will be there with him for this every four days in MOS. Start from next month any one need MOS guestlist just let me know.

RNB Hip Hop Scratcher DJ Nesh for 25.12.08 - Christmas Day Santa Rave & Mash Up

Anyway i got to go already cause now is 27th of Dec 2008 in the morning 5.23am
See you guys tonight at MOS again! ADIOS!!

Wishing My Christmas Gift Is You.

2008-12-24T15:11:00.003+10:00

The Christmas season fills my hearts with joy;
Bright, happy days bring special kinds of pleasure.
I've wrapped in the excitement of it all,
The sights, the sounds, the smells, the tastes i treasure.

Yet when i have some quiet time to think

About my finest blessings all year through,
I focus on my family and my friends,
And appreciate the gift of knowing you!

But Honestly, i still got one more thing to wish is I Hope She Can Be My Christmas Gift

For today and also forever.
If you sat beneath the Christmas tree,
You’d sure add to the décor,
But even if you were gift wrapped,
I couldn't love you more.

You have to know that if I had you,
I’d have the gift I’d most adore,
Better than any expensive gift
I could purchase in a store.

If you hug me tight, you wonderful thing,
And be my Christmas gift,
You’ll brighten my days forevermore
And give my heart a lift.

Merry Christmas To Everyone

2008-12-24T13:38:00.017+10:00

Ya,Christmas in Australia is a family time. People come to Australia from many countries with their traditions and celebrate Christmas with emotions. If you are a beach lover then Christmas in Australia is your best celebration in your life.

In Christmas people exchange cards and presents. Carols sing by people in the candle lights. Church services are held at Christmas. People decorate homes and streets with Christmas trees and lights. it is the summer here at Christmas, they may be the traditional family relay in the swimming pool or the traditional family pool, or the traditional family water pistol fight, or the traditional family game of backyard cricket. Some people put Christmas tree on their front doors. Christmas light is a part of a tradition.

Okay let me tell you guys all of sudden i was "flash back" My previous Christmas Picture that i took at aussie and saved in my Hard Disk. So here is the Christmas picture decoration is a tradition of Australia such as Santa in swimmers, a map of Australia cut out of cardboard , an Australian animal Kangaroo, Christmas bells and an Australian icon such as Sydney Harbour Bridge or ferry. Traditional carols such as “Once in Royal David’s City” is sung in Australia. Cricket Match and Sydney to Hobart Yacht Race are two sporting events of significance which which happens each Christmas.

Hmmm today is Christmas eve, so at here i got a little bit
Christmas Love wan to send it to you all,
My friends,My Cousins,My Aunts,My Uncle And My Lovely Dad And Mom.

At Christmastime I think of all the gifts
That bring me great delight and sweet surprise,
But nothing in this world can bring such joy
As you do, when you look into my eyes.

And when I contemplate what Christmas means,
The caring and the giving--I confess,
You've given me the things I want the most:
Your love, your touch, your kiss, your warm caress.

The Christmas tree reminds me, with its lights
That just the thought of you sets me aglow;
You light me up from deep within my heart,
Because I cherish you, and love you so.

With you it's Christmas all the time, sweetheart.
I treasure every hour and every minute.
Your love is all I'll ever want because,
My life is so fulfilling with you in it.

To someone that i going after right now

2008-12-24T02:34:00.002+10:00

For what I see in you is love.
For each day that passes by,
I'm scared, worried...
Will you leave one day?
Or will you be forever ever more be here with me?

I looked out the sky...
Stars shinning.
They are telling me
"Gavz, Believe in yourself!"
I believe in myself!
I know I can do it!
But can you?

The days we had will never be the same again.
The laughters, everything we had...
They will not happen as often.
But one thing I hope is we will never be apart.
Our love and care will still be the same.
No changes...

"I'm glad you're here. You are the climax of my story book!"
I Miss You And Love ya.

Ya, you are right! Sometime thing just happen like unintentionally .
And i know you are taking your opportunity over there to appologise to me .
But ya it is too late,Well at least you know the outcome .
And i didn't really angry you or something. Cause i know you well and also your emotional .
Anyway start from that day you told me the 1st sorry and i already accept it! one sorry is more then enough for me d .
So you need not to keep saying sorry to me. If you still saying sorry to me i sure will get angry to you .
Chill la, you words where got harsh to me?for me is sweet and it's not harsh .

My Wife :)

2008-12-22T18:46:00.021+10:00

Today for me is just a wonderful day! cause i woke up around 10 plus and going to 11am like that,after that went to online, updated my bloggie and replay email. =) after awhile i start getting bored so i went to my cousin hs and plan to help my wife bath plus taking all the stuffs pics that is belong my car. wakakaka...

18SX Adult In Car!!

Ya actually this new bear i was bought on last week and also is a Christmas presents someone.
But end up it was inside my car d hehehe.

This is What am I thinking now!

2008-12-22T12:25:00.004+10:00

Gavin is making changes for the better on this Coming White Christmas and New Year 2009. "MAYBE" No matter how also i will try my best to changes my weak , my bad , my ego , my emo and also someone said I'm action like a reverse psychology. So i will try to changes it !
So i will changes until im totally look like "Son Of The Cheap Cunt" and also will changes until look like " Noobshit Or CCB " !!

She is my lil cousin that's i always mentions to you guys. argh she is so cute.
Yuki, i will see you very very soon. Miss ya! Love~~

Got offer by Hwang-DBS Malaysia Berhad

2008-12-22T02:50:00.006+10:00

Okay today whole day i was staying at home. So all of sudden my mum came into my room and telling me her friend story then you guys know im a good listener right? so i just siting on my bed and start chit chat with her. so all of sudden she asked me is it i got interest in stock market things or not? and i asked her why? Then she tell me her friend son company mean Hwang-DBS Berhad wan to hire one Chinese guy and the aunt ask me see i got interest with it or not. and start saying they giving a good benefit and also a good pay too. Salary per month is 2.5k plus and also haven't plus the benefit all. But the way i replied to my mum is see how 1st cause might on Jan or Feb i'll be going back to Brisbane for 2 or 3 months like that so i cant confirm to them. So after few hours i got the call from the company personal in charges and he was asking me,see after Christmas can go for interview or not? And what i replied to him is " i'll get back to him after few days "!

Cause this 2days my mood is like not that good. So just i don't give a damn and i just put all the fucking things at aside and not trying to think of it. What i know is i'll be attend : 24th going to RAW,on 25th going to MOS,on 26th going to Quattro,on 27th going to Barsonic. I pray hard and Hopefully not to bump her at 25th in MOS that night!

So let me talk bout this Hwang-DBS Malaysia Berhad. Mostly this company is has grown into an established stockbroking company in Malaysia.

It offers a range of services and products which includes:-

* Dealing in Securities
* Share Margin Financing
* Corporate Finance Services
* Electronic Services

HwangDBS-E'Invest

*Futures and Options
* Unit Trust

So this HwangDBS Investment Bank Berhad is the market leader of stockbroking business in Malaysia. Our clientele is drawn from a wide spectrum of the population. They are serviced by a strong team of experienced and committed remisiers and paid dealers. An experienced research team ensures that we are able to provide up-to-date information and efficient services to our clients. The company has also extended its reach to service clients better by setting up branches and electronic access facilities in various locations.

And they doing Share Margin Financing,Corporate Finance Services and Electronic Services.So this HwangDBS Investment Bank Berhad's is Internet stock market trading system developed exclusively for its clients. It provides you with the ease and convenience in trading in the local stock market of Bursa Malaysia Securities Berhad (BMSB). It also allows you to have 24 hours on-line access to all information pertaining to your investment decisions on your personal computer.

What's so great about the iphone?

2008-12-21T08:43:00.003+10:00

Opps, i did it again.

2008-12-21T08:20:00.002+10:00

So i m updating this place now because it's public (compared to the other) and i am really hopeing the person i am talking about reads this. i dont have the heart to cause a heartattack, dirrectly.

Ah i would just like to say how do people expect to be respected if they don't show anyone any respect and think they are the best. read: people throw eggs at you when you turn behind. point: i don't like you. so you are old, and you think the world owes you because you had a "depressing life" okay hello you old fuck, grow up and stop being childish. plus, get your family in line. all spilling off the sides in every aspect i can think of. You think you are my uncle so how?? pls asked your family and yourself to respect my parents first.

go fuck spider la you.

Hazeeq: The Unspoken Communication

2008-12-21T07:42:00.002+10:00

Interesting BUT true..

Internship

2008-12-21T07:38:00.002+10:00

After much looking around and applying for industrial training or internship, I finally got an offer from Shell Global Solutions Malaysia Sdn Bhd.

WAHHH (rolls eyes). Didnt know i can get such offer from such a BIG / HUGE / GIGANTIC company to do my internship there. Really really really thank GOD for opening doors for me.

Well, i'm just 1 step there only. Coming the 6th of Jan 2009, I am require to attend an interview with them first @ Damansara Heights area. EEEWWWWW.... interview!! Haven been to one though.

Sigh. Why cant they just accept me.. hahhah.. i'm talented... not..

DEAR LORD,
Give me the strength LORD to prepare for this interview.
Give me the courage to speak correctly and professionally.
Give me the LENG CHAI look when i enter the interview room for my first impression.